Today is five years ago she left.  Miss her all the time, but I'm finally at peace with it. 

On an unrelated topic-

So I have laid off the Myspace stalking of my sister.  Instead of checking out her page ten times a day, I only check once every couple of weeks. I still get so creeped out by how similar we are. Yet she hates me. So does this mean she hates herself? I tend to loathe myself at times.  And then I look at my kid and realize there's one thing in my life I've done right. So maybe that's what she does? Eh. No use in asking her. She's already said she wants nothing to do with me when I made my last attempt at reconciliation (over what, I have no idea).