I guess I'm just waiting for the psych meds to kick in.  I probably need to give them another week or two to really start having an effect.  I haven't been on a steady stream of medication for probably close to a year now.... and it's pretty damn obvious if you look at the shape my life is in right now. 

Not only do I have all this shit going on with my ex (which should hopefully end on the 12th when I go to court to request an extension of the restraining order), but I'm also being sued by one of my old creditors from 4 years ago whom I owe $1,000.  What was I supposed to do?  Just pretend like I didn't have a disability that kept me from working shortly after my bills started getting out of control?

I've never had legal problems in my entire life, and now I'm starting to feel like a low-life loser.  I just need to start making better decisions, that's all.  And that includes at least trying to foresee major events like disability or loss of income....