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I feel like grad school is owning my life. I feel weak, I feel tired all the time. I feel hopeless all the time. Do you feel the same? How do you get out of the funk? Sometimes, even if I have errands to do or groceries to shop, I still wouldn't leave my room for fear of wasting time. Can you imagine sitting in your room all day long, busting out of your door only to go to the restroom or the kitchen? There are 4 lectures taught each day, and I have trouble getting through just one. How do others do it? They're superheroes to me. I did one thing for myself today: going to the gym. But after that I ate lunch, got tired, and took a 3 hour nap, essentially ruining my day of studying. Boo hoo.
I realized that I tend to take studying and being in school personally, like a personal and mental insult. But I realize that other people just take it as a crappy job. There's nothing personal about it, you're just required to perform. I wish that I can take my depression and sadness out of schooling and just see as a job, a freakin' job.
While I'm griping about being in school, I'm constantly reminded that there are millions of others who face obstacles far greater than mine. I know you're out there, but that doesn't make my problems go away. I'm sorry.
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Posted by shellseashell on 2008-04-01 20:55:00 | Rating: | Views: 69
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I know how you feel. I feel this way about high school.
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Posted by Jasmine16
on 2008-04-02 10:16:49
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