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My roomate had a house party today, and I was obliged to be there and help out as a nice person. But as always, the crowds crowded aginst me and I find myself unable to say anything, unable to join into meaningful, laughter-filled conversation. So after a while I slinked back into my room in peace. This is okay. The last time that I had to attend a function aginst my will, I stayed the whole time, came back, and cried the whole night. Even though I don't have social phobia, I'm definitely socially inept. Why?
1) I don't know the ppl
2) If I was with good friends I'll be more comfortable, but I don't have many good friends.
3) Maybe I should avoid at all costs social gatherings outside of close friends
4) I suck at socializing
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Posted by shellseashell on 2008-05-09 22:18:38 | Rating: | Views: 85
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i feel that way most time of my life...
i usually think that i'm anti social lol
but threre appear the truest friends making me fell better about the inadaptation...
i believe that option 1) is suitable:-)
h & k:-)
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Posted by patyeu
on 2008-05-09 22:27:20
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I think you're looking for meaning where there is none. I've never been to a house party where the conversation was "meaningful." Maybe if you make yourself aware of this, you will see that it's just a game. And games can be played. And won.
Just a thought...
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Posted by BootLady
on 2008-05-09 23:28:16
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