My exam will be from 8am-11:30 am tomorrow. I did not study well for it. I don't think I ever learned to study well. Whenever people comment, "I studied my butt off for this exam!" I envy them because I seldom have the courage or the strength to go all out for something. Before each new exam, I'll tell myself, "this is it, this is the time to do everything perfectly so you won't burn in the end!" History likes to repeat itself.
I don't know. I haven't been feeling well to the extent that it has been all my life. If some one asked me, "when was the last time that you felt truly happy and carefree?" I'd say it was in elementary school when my mom took the family to a theme park. They had these giant trampolines that we liked to jump on. It was the coolest b/c my whole family was jumping on this giant trampoline. We put my baby brother in the center, and the combined forces of our jumping made him flip!
I've probably been depressed ever since high school. It's been so long, it is practically my baseline mood level. So if my baseline is this low, isn't it scary when I feel "especially low"? That's like the trough of the trough. But on the bright side, if my baseline mood is low, anything can make me feel better =)