Looks like I have been slacking in the writing department.  Life's been hectic, and being back on meds I wonder if it helps or if I just go in the opposite direction of where I was.   I went back on my meds about a week or so ago.  I was getting depressed and wanted nothing more than to sleep my life away.  Frustrated with everyday situations, and the never ending process of things not changing.  So back to the meds and about 5 days into it....I was going way over the top.  Too much energy.  Anxiety, severe agitation, my brain was going a hundred miles an hours.  I couldn't slow down if I wanted too.  So....me being me.  I altered my meds to half the dose, and it seems to be just enough, to keep me from getting down, without going crazy full speed ahead.  God do I hate the ups and downs of depression.  One minute Im exhausted, too tired to think.  The next I go on meds, and I am going over the edge.  It's crazy, a never ending rollercoaster that I just wish I didn't have to deal with.  I go back to the doctors this week.  We will see how I am doing then.  Just wanted to write a quick update...Thanks so much for all the input.

Take care
Shelley