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Time Flies......
Looks like I have been slacking in the writing department.  Life's been hectic, and being back on meds I wonder if it helps or if I just go in the opposite direction of where I was.   I went back on my meds about a week or so ago.  I was getting depressed and wanted nothing...
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-10-08 09:09:00
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How to end my marriage?? I don't want it to end hu
Where to begin?  I asked for a divorce over a year ago.  My husband was pretty fine with it.  Didn't freak out, was rather calm.  Said it wasnt what he wanted, but he wants me to be happy.  If that's what I want, than do it.  He had a...
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-26 10:39:31
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Back to meds.........
Dr's appointment went well yesterday.  He put me back on an anti-depressant.  Of course I had to ask, any severe side effects when mixed with a beer or two.  Can you believe it?  Six friggen years of not drinking, and here I am back to square friggen one!!!!! 

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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-22 06:40:04
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Depression, the never ending circle.......
I've probably dealt with depression for most of my life, but due to my other addictions, I masked it pretty well.  But over the last 7 years or so, it seems that self medicating has runs its course, and it doesnt work anymore.  It only seems to make it...
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-20 06:37:46
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Slacking....
It's been a while since I wrote anything...and I guess I am a bit grateful that my last entry was not scrutinized or held against me.  Or maybe not writing anything is, as bad as coming out and saying how horrible I am for allowing this to happen again.  Who knows.  Like I said...
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-19 07:23:25
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How...

I wouldn't even know where to begin...the begining is so far back.   But like most patterns in our lives, if you don't work really hard at changing that pattern, it will keep resurfacing whether you are looking or not. 

I'm not a party person, I don't go to...

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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-12 06:04:17
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-12 06:01:58
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TGIF
Yippee.....it's friday!!!!

Not that for me friday is a big deal, because I work Saturdays...but atleast for my daughter, she can sleep in tomorrow, relax, no stress of homework, hang with friends, and do all the fun things that are so much easier during the summer.

I...
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-07 05:18:27
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Sunrise
It really doesn't matter what kind of mood you wake up in, if you awake to a gorgeous pink sunrise.  It seems to evoke a calm,  a temporary reprieve from the normally chaotic morning routine.  Makes me wish every morning could be so brilliant and serene, even if it's only for five...
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-05 05:27:29
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-05 05:24:51
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My point is.......
lol.   Ok...so I missed a day already and I just started this thing.   The point is I guess for me to keep doing it,  so like most things in my life, I can say I atleast am somewhat consistant and didn't stop trying.

So Im writing this before I head off to...
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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-04 06:19:41
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I look so much older than my age...

Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-02 21:35:13
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Smilin

Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-02 21:35:13
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Hot Air Balloon Festival

Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-02 21:35:13
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Hey Anyone...Im new to blogging,

Please feel free to critique (nicely),  comment, advice, or helpful tips all you want.  Pretty much that is why I am here... 

A little about me.

I'm a mom of two great gals. ...

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Posted by: shellmcnamara on 2007-09-02 18:50:28
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1.  Time Flies...... (2007-10-08 09:09:00)  
2.  How to end my marriage?? I don't want it to end hu (2007-09-26 10:39:31)  
3.  Back to meds......... (2007-09-22 06:40:04)  
4.  Depression, the never ending circle....... (2007-09-20 06:37:46)  
5.  Slacking.... (2007-09-19 07:23:25)  
6.  How... (2007-09-12 06:04:17)  
7.  TGIF (2007-09-07 05:18:27)  
8.  Sunrise (2007-09-05 05:27:29)  
9.  My point is....... (2007-09-04 06:19:41)  
10.  Hey Anyone...Im new to blogging, (2007-09-02 18:50:28)  

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