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im sorry man
sigh. things are silly. things are confusing. and i feel guilty sometimes when i hear people talk about problems, cos i dont have that same problem, cos im doing well in that area of my life, it makes me feel guilty. and i hate that feeling, i mean, i should be happy for myself that things are......Read More
Posted on: 2007-11-26 04:29:59 |  Rating: | Views: 77 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sorry 
recipe for hatred
a dash of lies a pinch of betrayal a teaspoon of bitterness a cup of jealousy and a whole litre of frustration mix together, u have anger 4 parts anger to 5 parts revenge add unlogical reasoning to taste dish best served cold. it hit me hard. frozen, it......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-16 04:49:00 |  Rating: | Views: 121 | Comments: 2 | Tags: depression  anger  sad  revenge  betrayal 
sick of people
dammit far out! when you say your going to do something, you freaking do it! i hate it when people say their going to do something, and you begin making plans, relying on them to do what theyve said theyll do, and then you find out they didnt do it yet, and everything you tried to plan......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-10 21:06:07 |  Rating: | Views: 82 | Comments: 1 | Tags: annoyed 
a friend that was 'too cool' for me at school.
nervous breakdowns, panick attacks things that normal people dont have my heart start racing, blood begins to flow i cannot breathe i want to let go the pain, it hurts, then the headaches start vomiting cos of my broken heart drama queen, everyone says no its not a drama, i just......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-10 05:28:54 |  Rating: | Views: 105 | Comments: 2 | Tags: depression 
what is love?
everybody says it, but do they really mean it? is it just another word people use referring to you as their friend? or is it a caring jest to let you know that you are cared for?? i dont know anymore. i mean, its not like i've ever felt love before, i have nothing to compare it with.......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-10 04:57:16 |  Rating: | Views: 82 | Comments: 1 | Tags: love 
spirals
ok i wrote this a while ago, and my friend helped me finish it. so here's the start:    round and round my thoughts spiral, they twist and they turn forming a staircase from heart to mind, and back again. its so tiring trying to figure things out, to sort through......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-08 05:31:46 |  Rating: | Views: 99 | Comments: 1 | Tags: nightmares 
NOWHERE!!!!
feeling overwhelmed nowhere to escape a lack of self resistance is beginning to take shape in a world where there are standards that everyone must meet i do not make the cut, i will never feel complete going along is not what i intended doing what i want is not how it ended ...Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-08 05:04:58 |  Rating: | Views: 84 | Comments: 3 | Tags: nowhere 
insomniac zombies are the worst
again this night i remain awake tangled in bedsheets pondering my mistakes as each night crawls along leaving me behind something must be wrong sleepless nights come with tiring days, day by day becoming more insane all i want is to be once again free of this insomniac zombie i have......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-08 04:55:21 |  Rating: | Views: 56 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sleepless 
wtf?
ok so its not exactly poetry. but this site isnt called poetry.com its thoughts.com so i can write my thoughts, yeah? thats what i thought. far out i hate this, im sick of being the stupid annoying girlfriend that calls at stupid awkward times! i freaking hate it! i just wish i lived......Read More
Posted on: 2007-10-08 04:42:55 |  Rating: | Views: 90 | Comments: 0 | Tags: thoughts 

                 
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