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Looking forward
I was driving in the car today, and for the first time in a long time, I realized that I felt a sense of normalcy. A feeling that the secrets that I have been keeping to myself for almost a whole year now, are no longer isolating me from everyone else. ......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-08 21:57:04 | Rating:

| Views: 79 | Comments: 0 | Tags: hope change life acceptance

I heard her and saw me
I heard it. The pound of her footsteps, her sobs, the kind of sobs that come from the darkest place, a place where all of your hope is lost, the kind of sobs that as they exit your mouth they take a little bit of soul along with them. I heard her sobs, and the pounding as her feet hit the floor,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-18 01:43:45 | Rating:

| Views: 127 | Comments: 0 | Tags: self-harm disappointment despiration hopelessnes cutting love share loss fear

My Christmas Eve
Merry Christmas. It is about 1:15 a.m., Christmas morning. I haven’t slept yet, so technically for me it is still Christmas Eve. I just got back in. I went running around my neighborhood. I hate running. But it’s been one of those nights. I just wanted to get away for a......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-25 01:35:43 | Rating:

| Views: 117 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Christmas emptieness depressed afraid running fear getting away

A secret
I have been wearing long sleeves for about a week now…. Today, while I was eating breakfast with my mom, I guess the sleeve of my robe slid down a little, because she asked me what happened to my arm. I pulled it back up. “A pant hanger,” I told her. “At......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-26 01:26:25 | Rating:

| Views: 144 | Comments: 4 | Tags: cutting secrets shame lies

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