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Why is it that I feel the most alone when I am surrounded by 42 other girls?  I feel alone with no one to talk to.  Fourty-two girls, half of whom are some of my best friends.  I really miss my best best friend, she is in Spain.  I want someone to talk to but she is the only one I feel comfortable talking with.  Don’t get me wrong, I have amazing friends here but I feel like if I tell them that I feel sad they wont understand why; they will ask me and I wont even know how to answer.  I don’t know why I am upset, but I am.  I have a couple close friends that say that it is okay if I call them when I am upset no matter what time it is, no matter if they are crazy busy or dead asleep, but I know.  I know that no one likes the person they can’t help. I am afraid that is me.  Sometimes I feel that I make my closest friends feel that way: that no matter what they say they can’t help me.  What is wrong with me?  Why am I so unhappy?  Why do I feel so alone?  How can I make it better?

    Posted by she_smiles87 on 2007-10-03 02:49:27 | Rating: | Views: 138
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well i feel the exact same way sometimes, even when surrounded by the people i love most its like... yeah im totally not happy... you just gotta look into the things that make you most enthralled to be in that moment... in that time, and make it simple. well i hope i said something useful... and i hope i dont sound outrageously weird. lol stay true to yourself.
Posted by  HItemback  on 2007-10-03 03:05:33 
  
you really want to know eh? i've seen your case before. the world seems confusing and you just can't find that one person you can tell evverything to right? you feel alone no matter how many people surround you. I know why. i can tell you why you are unhappy, why you feel that way and how to help. But you have to trust me. if you want my help, then you'll have to ask. i don't help those who cannot trust me. If you really want my help, i mean really want the answers, then mail me. The name is ltlewashu. mail me here, and i will help. But like i said, you have to trust me.
Posted by  ltleWashu  on 2007-10-03 05:16:31 
  
It nothing new
you are not able to forget your old friends ...I can understand this feeling of yours.
I find difficult to forget my sis and my college friend still, they seldom call me but I keep them calling, I get overwhelmed when they call me.
Posted by  Saraswathi  on 2007-10-04 03:52:41 
  
hey babe.....

you know you can talk to me, i know im far away and i havent even seen you in over a month but that doesnt mean that i dont think/care about you. You cross my mind almost every day maybe i should call you more often cause you arent a burden to me infact i enjoy talking to you...call me, you know the number
Posted by  copenhagenblk69  on 2007-10-04 20:28:40 
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