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A secret
I have been wearing long sleeves for about a week now….

Today, while I was eating breakfast with my mom, I guess the sleeve of my robe slid down a little, because she asked me what happened to my arm. I pulled it back up.

“A pant hanger,” I told...
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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-12-26 01:26:25
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My Christmas Eve
Merry Christmas.

It is about 1:15 a.m., Christmas morning. I haven’t slept yet, so technically for me it is still Christmas Eve.

I just got back in. I went running around my neighborhood. I hate running. But it’s been one of those nights. I just wanted to...
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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-12-25 01:35:43
Average Rating: No Rating | Views: 108 | # Comments: 1 | Tags: Christmas   emptieness   depressed   afraid   running   fear   getting away  

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I heard her and saw me
I heard it. The pound of her footsteps, her sobs, the kind of sobs that come from the darkest place, a place where all of your hope is lost, the kind of sobs that as they exit your mouth they take a little bit of soul along with them. I heard her sobs, and the pounding as her feet hit the floor,...
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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-12-18 01:43:45
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Looking forward

I was driving in the car today, and for the first time in a long time, I realized that I felt a sense of normalcy.  A feeling that the secrets that I have been keeping to myself for almost a whole year now, are no longer isolating...

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-12-08 21:57:04
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life and purpose Explicit Content

My professor asked us to think of a topic that we were passionate about (it would be the topic of a number of projects we would do for the rest of the semester). 

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-11-22 01:02:55
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Alone

Why is it that I feel the most alone when I am surrounded by 42 other girls?  I feel alone with no one to talk to.  Fourty-two girls, half of whom are some of my best friends.  I really miss my best...

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-10-03 02:49:27
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the past week

            Hey there!!! It’s been a while since I’ve written; I’ve just been able to get my internet to work.  It has been the worst two weeks...

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-08-24 00:27:48
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A fighter

            I think that at least once in life everyone wishes they were someone else.  That their life would be so much better if they were someone else. ...

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-08-10 18:44:31
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me and my best best friend

Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-08-09 18:56:58
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Move in day, two days away...

            Two days.  Two days till I move in to the house with 42 other girls, 42 sisters.   Twenty bedrooms, seven sinks, seven toilets,...

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-08-09 18:47:49
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An unconditional love Explicit Content

            “It’s an unconditional love...that we have for you.  It doe

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-08-04 00:10:16
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The girl who smiles

Everyone struggles.  No matter who you are or where in life you are headed.  Whatever paths you choose (or don’t choose) to take through life, struggle will always be encountered somewhere along the...

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Posted by: she_smiles87 on 2007-08-01 22:25:58
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1.  A secret (2007-12-26 01:26:25)  
2.  My Christmas Eve (2007-12-25 01:35:43)  
3.  I heard her and saw me (2007-12-18 01:43:45)  
4.  Looking forward (2007-12-08 21:57:04)  
5.  life and purpose (2007-11-22 01:02:55) Explicit Content  
6.  Alone (2007-10-03 02:49:27)  
7.  the past week (2007-08-24 00:27:48)  
8.  A fighter (2007-08-10 18:44:31)  
9.  Move in day, two days away... (2007-08-09 18:47:49)  
10.  An unconditional love (2007-08-04 00:10:16) Explicit Content  

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