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A secret
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I have been wearing long sleeves for about a week now….
Today, while I was eating breakfast with my mom, I guess the sleeve of my robe slid down a little, because she asked me what happened to my arm. I pulled it back up.
“A pant hanger,” I told...
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she_smiles87 on 2007-12-26 01:26:25
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My Christmas Eve
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Merry Christmas.
It is about 1:15 a.m., Christmas morning. I haven’t slept yet, so technically for me it is still Christmas Eve.
I just got back in. I went running around my neighborhood. I hate running. But it’s been one of those nights. I just wanted to...
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she_smiles87 on 2007-12-25 01:35:43
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Christmas
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I heard her and saw me
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I heard it. The pound of her footsteps, her sobs, the kind of sobs that come from the darkest place, a place where all of your hope is lost, the kind of sobs that as they exit your mouth they take a little bit of soul along with them. I heard her sobs, and the pounding as her feet hit the floor,...
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she_smiles87 on 2007-12-18 01:43:45
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self-harm
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cutting
love
share
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Looking forward
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I was driving in the car today, and for the first time in a long time, I realized that I felt a sense of normalcy. A feeling that the secrets that I have been keeping to myself for almost a whole year now, are no longer isolating...
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she_smiles87 on 2007-12-08 21:57:04
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hope
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life and purpose Explicit Content
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My professor asked us to think of a topic that we were passionate about (it would be the topic of a number of projects we would do for the rest of the semester).
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she_smiles87 on 2007-11-22 01:02:55
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purpose
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Alone
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Why is it that I feel the most alone when I am surrounded by 42 other girls? I feel alone with no one to talk to. Fourty-two girls, half of whom are some of my best friends. I really miss my best...
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she_smiles87 on 2007-10-03 02:49:27
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sad alone life pain
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the past week
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Hey there!!! It’s been a while since I’ve written; I’ve just been able to get my internet to work. It has been the worst two weeks...
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she_smiles87 on 2007-08-24 00:27:48
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sorority
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A fighter
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I think that at least once in life everyone wishes they were someone else. That their life would be so much better if they were someone else. ...
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she_smiles87 on 2007-08-10 18:44:31
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friends
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me and my best best friend
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Posted by:
she_smiles87 on 2007-08-09 18:56:58
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Posted by:
she_smiles87 on 2007-08-09 18:47:49
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she_smiles87 on 2007-08-04 00:10:16
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The girl who smiles
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Everyone struggles. No matter who you are or where in life you are headed. Whatever paths you choose (or don’t choose) to take through life, struggle will always be encountered somewhere along the...
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Posted by:
she_smiles87 on 2007-08-01 22:25:58
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struggle
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