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Melissa N.
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Im glad you are had a good christmas Charlie. when are you coming home? (posted in
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Hey Ryan,
It sounds like life is kind of at a rough spot for you right now. It is for me too. Im not sure if I understand completely everything that you are upset about but from reading your last three blogs I think Ive gathered that you are most upset about the verbal abuse you have recieved from your peers. You say that words are more hurtful than physical abuse.
....I agree. I understand the pain that words can cause. It makes me sad to think that people dont think about how the words they say affect the people they say it to. This past year i have experienced more verbal abuse than i think i have in my entire life, and unfortunatly i havent been able to handle it well. I have, unlike you, "hurt" myself because of the things that people have said to me. I hate doing it, but for some reason i cant help doing it either. You must have some strength if you havent done anything to yourself, be proud. I have been working on it. I see a theripist it is not as bad as you would think. I like her. She is nice. I like that she listens, I think it would help you if you saw a therapist too. It is true it does not make things all better, but you would have someone to talk to, so all of your feelings wouldnt get bottled up and explode out like you said in your school entry.
Like you I cant agree with the people that just say screw the people that dont like you, because like you words do matter to me. My best friend says that i should just forget what those people say, and just think about the people that love me. It sounds so simple, so easy. But it isnt. I know, I understand that sometimes it seems impossible to get past the negative things.
I still havent really figured out how to get over the hurt thats caused by someones words. I would love to give you some solution to how you feel, but I cant I can only empathize and listen because i still havent figured it out myself.
But you are right. Suicide is a permanant way out to a temporary problem. You mean the world to someone, I know it, everyone does, either to your family or your friends. Think of how they would feel if they lost you, if they lost thier world. That thought has helped me. I think it would be selfish of me to take my own life because it would sort of be like taking thiers too.
I hope that anything i have said has helped you, conforted you in knowing that someone else feels what you feel. you are not alone. If you need anything or want to talk you could message me through thoughts. Id be happy to listen. I too am happy to know that I am not alone in feeling the way i do. If not, just know that someone is thinking about you.
I wish you the very best happiness.
-Melissa (posted in
What else it there?)
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Thanks for your comments about my presentation, i think ive figured out what I am fairly passionate about. Now i just have to work on my speech delivery!!! I really do appreciate your positivity!!!
-Melissa (posted in
A note to say: talk to me!)
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