Purple is my fav. color so I will write in it a lot. I am not really in the mood to write to much today. I and going off of one of my meds and it fucks me all up so my brain is kind of fuzzy.... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-13 15:30:45
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7:45 am... God I hate Mondays. I did not want to get out of bed at all. And now my boss' wife broke her leg and he wil not be in this morning. My review is put off yet another day cause I... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-14 08:53:04
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Tuesday Jan. 15 9:05 am... at work as always. I should have my review today and staff meeting as well. Don't have much for the staff meeting and I hope my review goes well. I won't know about... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-15 10:08:39
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Tuesday Jan 15, 3:08 pm... Now I feel like I am going crazy. Things at work are stepping up because I told my boss I could take on more. I am in major withdrawl from the effexor and my head is... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-15 16:11:31
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Wednesday Jan. 16th 9:09 am.... Today started out sucky. I over slept. Missed my bus and got to work an hour late. So this has not been a good start so far. Caleb called last night Manic.... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-16 10:12:12
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January 17th, 11:03 am...Well I screwed up on something at work today and a board member caught it. I guess it was better caught then gone un-noticed. Today is my boss' birthday so we did cake... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-17 12:05:06
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1/15/08 12:54 pm My song keeps going threw my head: These are the thoughts that go through my head In my backyard on a sunday afternoon When I have the house to myself and I am not... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-17 13:56:48
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Sucky day.... nothing worked out right. I want to sleep or cut... but that I can't do so I will sleep. Depression sucks! Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-18 13:19:02
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At home with my papi today.... house is clean nothing to do but watch tv and snuggle.  It is cold outside, -8 so we will not go out at all and I don't mind. I am manic which makes it hard... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-19 12:43:32
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It is too cold to even think. -10 outside... warm and cozy inside... but still to cold to have thoughts that matter. Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-20 11:35:22
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Jan 21st 1:53 pm...Everthing seems ok today. My withdrawl is better, at least for now. I get to leave work at 2:30 pm and thats a plus. It is snowing an 8 degrees outside so better than the... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-21 14:53:58
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Spinning dizzy out of control, bouncing, jumping wanting to let go. Only one more hours and I don't have to hold it in anymore. Today has been kindof busy so that has helped but my head is:... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-22 16:25:00
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DAMAGED Dreaming comes so easily 'Cause it's all that I've ever know True love is a fairy tale I'm damaged, so how would I know I'm scared and I'm alone I'm ashamed And I need... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-23 11:39:58
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We have a board meeting today. I am nervus as I always am before these. The first one I ever went to (and put stuff together for) I messed up somethings. I had only worked here a month so... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-24 10:24:21
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My depression is better. My meds are working. I am glad I called my doctor and got my meds refilled. Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-28 19:36:39
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Well here I sit alone in the office with nothing to do again. I love and hate this job. I am not stressed out so that is a good thing but I get bored cause there is nothing to do. I am going... Read More
Posted by: shaylyn_h_v on 2008-01-31 14:10:43
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