Well here I sit alone in the office with nothing to do again. I love and hate this job. I am not stressed out so that is a good thing but I get bored cause there is nothing to do. I am going to spend sometime looking in boxes today for some paperwork. It will give me something to do this afternoon. I know the forms have got to be here some where I just don't know where.

Today is Chris' birthday, he is 18 and I am here and he is there. I miss my baby so much. I know he is in good hands, the same mama that raised me has raised him. But I still miss him. He said he was selfish wanting me there for his birthday. That made me cry. It is not selfish wanting your mom around for your birthday. But alas I couldn't afford to fly down.

I am a little sad today, even with 225 mg. of Effor in my system. Can't help it. Miss my baby boy really bad.

Anyway back to doing nothing at work. I guess that leads to my some of my sadness being bored. But anyway, back to work.