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I Hate It Here

I can't believe I have to take summer classes in order to get the hell out of Greensboro forever! It's totally worth it though. I just have genuine irritation and discontent for this place. I don't have a car here, most of my so-called friends are just that, so-called, and I'm tired of being surrounded by ignorant people who think that their way of life is the only way and because I'm educated, not poor, and attempting to do something with my life, I'm not cool. Okay, matching everything from head to toe is SO 2002! Fake acryllic nails, not for me. Fake acryllics are for hoodrats and people too stupid to invest in something more worthwhile. I mean think about it. Pay 20-30 dollars every two weeks for fake nails or just do them yourself as best you can and put away 20-30 dollars every two weeks into a savings account. Or buy some fucking stock or invest in something! And NO I don't want to dye my hair red and blonde and light brown and whatever else. Why can't I wear it natural? And YES I want to wear a solid color dress and a different colored pair of shoes and maybe even a different purse. WTF is the big deal? I find it amusing that people are trying to look down on me for not being tools like them. Well guess what bitches! I'm looking down on you because you're ignorant, close minded, your taste in music is reminiscent of that of a strippers (half of you are strippers), you have no respect for yourself, and I'm doing something with my life. I'm going to be something while you're going to sit in your living room talking shit about your baby's fathers with your long neon colored nails and your long weave, living your life religiously by B.E.T. talking shit about the "white man" when the "white man" is the one that decides what goes on BET and you're just a tool because you follow it like a ghetto zombie. Ugh! I will not apologize for being intelligent, driven and cultured!