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Buyers Remorse

Everytime I go shopping, I go completely nuts. Yesterday, I walked into the mall with $400 (that was my security deposit for my apartment).
What happens?

It's all gone, thats what happened! Granted, I did have to have a new suit for the governors luncheon, but did I have to have shoes? No. Four new shirts? No. I really didnt even need the pants that went with the suit, but I go them anyway. Did I need the earrings? Nope.
I've chosen one shirt to go back to the store, into some other lucky girls closet. I really tried to do some inventory when I got home and that's the only thing I can part with. The shoes (Michael Kors Gray & Black Mary Janes) are just too adorable and sexy vixen to part with.
I could date JFK (the living one) with these shoes. He'd see me strutting down 5th Ave and stop dead in his tracks, because these shoes are just that effin hot.

In other news, Alan & I are having crazy times. We're in a relationshit, but we're not. It's very confusing. We broke up Thanksgiving weekend (Damn, there goes my present) after having a tumultous run in the relationship world, and I was doing okay with it for a few days, then bam, enter Alan. Just starts calling again, wanting to hang out. And I really do adore him (although he could use a haircut), who am I to say no? On paper, he's amazing. He just needs to work his shit out! We got into another huge fight Saturday night, after the engagement party!
Then he tells me he's moving out of state. Then he tells me he's staying.
My heart is on a string. I could always go for some more retail therapy, right?

Things are right on track with moving out. Fortunately, I discussed with my apartment manager that I could not pay the full security deposit (since it's now in possession of Macy's and New York & Co), so he's agreed to be leniant with me, and we've worked that out, I still have the apartment, still ready set go on the 28th. Very excited.

Posted by shannatucker on 2007-12-11 08:13:36 | Rating: