I have to stop shopping.  Really.  It's getting out of control.  I am returning some things from my $400 blowout at the galleria on Monday.  But I just can't part with these shoes!  Michael Kors Mary Janes, grey and black, the true epitome of "fuck me pumps." 
I feel sexy even walking around in them. 

In Alan news, I went to bed early last night.  He & I have this crazy thing going on.  I am so laid back.  But he makes me CRAZY.  We have this insane arguements, (especially when we drink, imagine that!) and you'd think we'd been married for 40 years the way we fight.  And we aren't even in a relationship anymore!  But last night, I went to bed at 7pm.  I was wiped.  Plus, I had the flu last week so i've just been trying to catch a few extra z's here and there, as work is so taxing most of the time. 

Well, he started calling my cell phone at about 8, and I of course, didnt answer, because I was deep in slumber land.  He called 4 times, then started sending me text messages.  "why aren't you answering."  "are you fucking some other guy."  "who are you with."  "where are you"  "Keep ignoring me, see what happens."  It was just funny to see his level of crazy escalate as time went on, he called 8 times!  Until 12am! 
I finally woke up at 1:30 am because my phone was beeping, and sent him a text explaining I had gone to bed early, but never got anything back.
I called him three times yesterday to see if he wanted to go have a few drinks after work (and get it on of course haha) but he didnt answer, nor did he have the courtesy to return my calls. 
So I don't feel bad. 
He'll send me texts saying, "If you don't answer, we're over."  Of course we are Alan.  We dont  have a relationship.  We've broken up, but we continue to fuck and act like we're in a relationship... I don't get it.  This guy makes me crazy.  But he's so damn good in the sack, and hey, it's Christmas!  I want a present!  Ha ha ha!

In other news, tonight a bunch of us are going out for a friends birthday and I am really excited to wear my new shirt and jewelry!  I'm also going car shopping after work.  I want a Jetta really, REALLy bad.  And i'm an impulse buyer.  I'm probably going to sit in the car, and say, "Where do I sign."
I'm 24 & i've got to get my shit together.  I'm living beyond my means and depending on a lot of other people to support me, and thats not fair.  Is depending on my looks and charm (thats not conceited, its true just kidding!) to get by such a crime?  :)  Nah.