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sometimes i think about your accident..i dont know why really. i just sometimes wish i knew what really happened. i know you stepped in a loop in a chain, threw the chain, it got caught on a bolt and you were swept up and wrapped in the drill but...how did your legs get chopped off. i have heard so many stories. bobby and tyler said you were talking to them asking them to help you sit up...how can this be? Did you know you were going to die? were you scared? did it hurt? did god give you a choice...to live without your legs or to die? i just want to ask the guys who were working with you what the hell happened...were you high on drugs? were they? brandon said you guys were slow drilling, and you wrapped around the drill 5 times...i just wish i knew. all i know for sure is from the death certificate i was given. -excessive bleeding from legs, massive hemorage from the lower extremities. thats it.
and your crew just washed off the blood and kept working...your friends...the guys you graduated with 3 years earlier.
i think its a crappy deal...i dont know i cant really talk to anyone about it because they act like they know exactly what happened and only 3 people do...and one of them is you. it frustrates me sometimes i talk about the accident and people just look at me like "well people die"...all i want to say is "people shouldnt die when they are 22" and i just shut down because nobody seems to care the way i do...i am starting to realize the world doesnt come to an end because my boyfriend dies but i guess i just want some sympathy...i cant get over it |
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Posted by shanea on 2007-12-12 14:07:14 | Rating: | Views: 78
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You probably have a beautiful figure, so take what you got and love it, be happy that you can't play the xyliphone on your ribs! lol.
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Posted by butt3rflyk1ss3s
on 2007-12-13 11:34:02
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By the way this is really sad, I don't know what I would do if I lost my Sean, I would crash. I wish you the best.
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Posted by butt3rflyk1ss3s
on 2007-12-13 11:36:05
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im really very sorry about your loss, i understand how it is to not be able to get over something, especially peoples death. if you ever need anyone to talk to, let me know.
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Posted by vermillionpale
on 2007-12-13 19:01:11
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