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Dear Diary,
Today is a good day. I feel better, I think.. or maybe I'm just numb again. Its been a couple days since I've cried..maybe I have been just too busy to think about him. The bitter cold day reminds me of how happy I used to be snuggled in his arms in the cold out on his farm.
I can't do this again right now.. today is a good day right? Yes.
I've got no new potential right now, and maybe thats a good thing... I need "me" time... although I have had a lot of that lately.
Why is it the men that I have absolutely no interest in want to be with me. "G" offers me nothing that I care to have..at least I don't think so. Sure, he is financially stable, doesn't mind my kids.. I think he wants one of his own one day... but I just can't do that.. or maybe I could... just not with him. I'm not really sexually attractived to him, although he is fun to be around and he makes me laugh.. just like back in highschool... he was so silly... he still is.
He isn't demanding, kinda pushy to see me thou.. I think of him as a friend. I think he likes me more. I have to be careful. I think he wants more from me, he tells me he "likes" me. This worries me. I don't "like" him. He is recently separated. Maybe he is looking for someone to cling to. He is my friend though... spending time with him is fun... just fun... nothing more... am I leading him onto something that will never happen?
S
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Posted by sexysandra33 on 2007-11-05 10:36:00 | Rating: | Views: 47
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Make very sure, Sandra, that he understands that; [Blokes can be very thick skinned] but be kind aswell.
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Posted by Triforium
on 2007-11-05 10:44:43
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