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i want to be in a relationship where i can give my all and get that in return...i wanna be his girl friend who he is proud to have at his side...i want to be able to be here at home and working hard and getting money saved up to have for when he comes back or when or if i move up there to be with him during the rest of his college years and be able to have him still what me and need me as much as he did in the beginning of the relationship...i want alot i know i do but most of the things i want are only lil things that takes like 5 minutes out of ur day to do...see im a romantic type and like to show and tell my emotions and how i feel about a person...so thats what i want from him...i wanna be able to just txt him out of the blue and tell him i miss him...or i love him...and not only just get a "ok" or "i miss/love you too" but have it come when he feels the emotion too..thats what im kinda scared of right now...that he isnt feeling those feelings anymore..like im the only one who is missing or loving so much...i understand its hard being away from the one you love and sometimes its easier if you dont say you miss them so its not so hard but at the same time if the other person doesnt get any kind of your affection whether it be thru text or a phone call or whatever how do u think they feel? like the love is gone...because thats how i feel even though he says he loves me and wants to be with me...now dont get me wrong im not saying i need him every minute of the day but jus a lil txt here in there or a goodmorning i love you or miss u or some lil txt sayn something wouldnt hurt...i wanna do that and i do but it just seems like im pressed on him and i dont wanna feel that way i just wanna love him...i wanna be the girlfriend that he can call and talk to about how his day was at school...when something is bothering him he can talk to me about it...just the girlfriend he can confined in and know im going be there for him but also be here for me...i want this relationship or whatever it is right now to be my last...i want everything to happen like in the stories he wrote me...i dunno why but it seems to me like either he doesnt trust me enough to open up or he doesnt know how to open up which isnt his fault...iono...i just wanna make this work i really do...i want that marriage and the pretty babies and the house with the two cars that he said was gonna happen....i just dont know what to do to make it all happen...i need some kind of advice from someone...
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Posted by sexymami04 on 2007-09-03 22:37:10 | Rating: | Views: 106
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Hang in there...I know it's hard!
Sometimes I think that guys don't really think about how much the little things mean a lot to girls. Like the cute little messages...even if it just says hi. Cause it means that he's thinking about you.
You should talk to him about all this stuff. Clear the air so you don't go crazy. I heard this theory that girls are like spaghetti and guys are like waffles...
Girls start with thinking about food and then ending up with that they're fat.
Guys think about food and stay in that square...for about an hour.
So our thoughts tend to jump and jump and jump but guys thoughts don't move along quite as fast cause they're not as emotional as girls :)
Just talk to him. I think that you'll feel a lot better. Good luck!
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Posted by ell83iris
on 2007-09-04 11:32:58
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