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| Disapointed about Pregnancy
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I found out that this baby will be a boy and yes I am disapointed. I will love this child the same regardless of gender, and I want a healthy baby. I had my heart set on a girl. I could name a girl after me or other women in my family and I believe raising boys and girls give you different experiences which I will never have.
I do feel heartbroken. I had gone out and bought some cute dresses and girly clothes I found on clearance but I took certain stuff back since I had the receipt. I don't have the receipt for all of it, so I cannot return it all. This breaks my heart further since I have to sit and look at it till I can sell it or give it away.
I don't think my husband understands as he has a daughter from a previous marriage. He is a man and can name his children after him, play ball with them and do male bonding type things. I have two sons and I bond with them, but I don't think it's the same.
At first I felt bad for admitting that I feel this way, but I do and there is nothing that can change that.
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