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FUUUUUUUUCK, everything.
fuck what i stand for, fuck what i 'love,' fuck my life.
we know nothing. NO fucking knowledge is truly certain other then the fact that we exist.. and well, as the nihilist like to believe, maybe we don't even exist.
i know nothing and i know nobody.. nobody knows me or you either. some people don't even fucking know themselves.
but you've been brain washed to think that you know.
but really. fucking THINK.. do you know?
i certainly don't. i'd LOVE to be enlightened though.... so please, do enlighten me.
tomorrow morning i just may go back to believing, loving and feeling as i once thought i strongly felt, believed and loved... but i just wanna know, HOW THE FUCK CAN I LOVE, BELIEVE AND FEEL SO STRONGLY.. and then have nights like these????
i'm so goddamn fucking frusterated right now i can't even explain it.. i can't even explain what's TRULY botehring me right now.. but i hate being this damn cynical and negative.. i can't help it either.
fklbdfklgdfklgdklj FUCK!
i just think life is shit. everything that makes me happy is shit, and so i deprive myself of what makes me happy.. at the same damn time, when i do let go and allow myself to do what makes me happy, i end up putting myself down and being filled with guilt.
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Posted by sexcsyrian on 2008-01-05 07:11:22 | Rating: | Views: 65
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