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if i only knew how to deal with all these feelings of anger and resentment lingering on
maybe letting go wouldn't be so hard if those strings weren't attached
i probably heard the most inspirational quote i've ever come across the other day,
"You're bigger then your biggest feelings."
maybe it just takes time
i feel so fucking trapped in all these motherfucking emotions
he who angers you really does conquer you
ugh, i know i'm so much stronger then this
i really am though... part of me was scared that maybe he will always have apart of me, but he won't.. the only part of him i'll always carry are all the lessons learned. he taught me how passionate i can be in a relationship. he taught me that i should NEVER give anyone the benefit of the doubt and always trust my intuition. he taught me a bunch of those little lessons i'll keep stored in the back of my head when analyzing my next guy.. he even taught me about myself. and for that i'm grateful.
and i'm NOT scared to enter another relationship, i'm optimistic.. because i know i'm a strong girl and i can get through whatever life throws at me. it's all good. i'll just be wiser with my choice next time around (:
and i'm NOT angry anymore, i shouldn't be.. if he wants to go out and do all the shit that he's done then it's him who's the bad person here. i can't control that and i can't stop it. i just know i shouldn't want anyone like that in my life at all.. everyone gets fucked over. it happens. LIFE GOES ON with or without him or anyone else.
it's cool (: i'm a strong girl !
from now on i just wanna focus on myself.. my goals.. better myself.. improve myself.. i feel like i need to cleanse myself of all the bull shit , rinse that shit off and rise to greater heights.
and people say pride is a bad quality.. without it, i don't know how i'd survive !
i'll get through this.. and i'll get through whatever else comes my way.. i'm slowly getting rid of all the anger i have inside from him..
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Posted by sexcsyrian on 2008-07-11 00:30:14 | Rating: | Views: 37
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