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the factt of the matter iss..
i'm just grateful to God that i'm here for another year, so many people couldn't live to see the new year.. grateful to God i have all my family to share every passing day with. every fucking day should be celebrated! :) the smallest things we take for granted.. we need to wake up and and......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-01 07:38:02 | Rating:

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fuckfuckfuckFUCK!rkSDFLGJD
i fucking hate when people get emotionally attached towards me.. fucking shit. suddenly you feel like you're SO damn obligated to be there for them, you're SO damn obligated to watch what you do because it's gonna "hurt their feelings" etc. AND YOU'RE SO DAMN PRESSURED TO GIVE THEM......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-05 06:25:44 | Rating:

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STFU, voices.
FUUUUUUUUCK, everything. fuck what i stand for, fuck what i 'love,' fuck my life. we know nothing. NO fucking knowledge is truly certain other then the fact that we exist.. and well, as the nihilist like to believe, maybe we don't even exist. i know nothing and i know nobody........Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-05 07:11:22 | Rating:

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alright, fuckers. let's talk, SHALL WE?
i get like 20 profile views.. sometimes 40. and yet the most i've had was one comment per blog. are you people just fucking creeps who only like to read but not talk at all? or show who the fuck you arE? seriously, i don't bite. talk to me :) introduce yourself.. i don't......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-10 21:00:19 | Rating:

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so it's been about a good 2-3 weeks i've lasted with absolutely zero caffiene.. going from 120mg's of caffiene a day for the past 3 years to NOTHING whatsoever. i quit cold turkey.. mainly to encourage my sister and my mom to stop quiting smoking. but did it work? noooo. i seriously think......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-11 18:49:26 | Rating:

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empty.
everytime i go out, i always end up feeling like shit. it's like i can go out and have an amazing time.. but i come back home and i always feel like SOMETHING is missing. none of the "fun" and good times are just good enough. i don't know what the fuck the missing void is. i......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-13 06:51:27 | Rating:

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dreams are the best thing reality has to offer?
so i believe i figured out what this "void" is. it's everything i want life to be and everything life isn't.. it's everything that i want to be there, but it has yet to be filled. and well.. i don't see myself having it all for another 5 years. but god knows sticking around......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-15 02:49:18 | Rating:

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"Education is very important...
... School, however, is a different story." KUDOS to who ever said that.. because i certainly couldn't agree more. i should be doing my homework right now.. but instead i'm sitting here on thoughts.com bitching about why i'm not doing it. school.. it's definitely not the reason i......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-15 04:00:55 | Rating:

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can't keep the wild at heart trapped in cages.
i FUCKING hate living in this house.. i swear it just keeps getting worst and worst. i can't stand anyone i live with whatsoever. my family are the only people i love in this world but i literally CAN'T STAND THEM WHATSOEVER.. i can't be that "passive, compromising" person because i'm......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-17 20:47:38 | Rating:

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explicit content? like that's a BAD THING.
according to dictionary.com: ex·plic·it /ɪkˈsplɪsɪt/ –adjective 1. fully and clearly expressed or demonstrated; leaving nothing merely implied; unequivocal: explicit instructions; an explicit act of violence; explicit language. 2. clearly developed or......Read More