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ehh.
so i basically haven't been getting along with anyone at all lately. everyones bull shit logic just fucking pisses me off.. i can't even stand most people for the most part. i got into one of the biggest fights with my mom and sister today.. and all the shit was blamed on me. my sister was......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-28 20:34:39 | Rating:

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some the worlds FUCKED UP logic.
isn't it kind of funny how when you're a child/teenager, people are constantly getting involved in your life because "YOU'RE TOO YOUNG to make your own descions" and "YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG." while, yes, this can be true in most cases.. but how come......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-28 21:19:18 | Rating:

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quotes, quotes, quotes
"Esse quam videri" (To be, rather than to appear) - Marcus Tullius Cicero "What angers you, controls you." – Anonymous "We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit." - Aristotle "If you shut the door to......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-28 21:42:27 | Rating:

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angelina jolie's QUOTES.
"You accept that you don't know who you are. You learn to enjoy things better." "I dont suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it" "If you cheat on somebody, i don't agree with you. If you intentionally hurt somebody or damage somebody? You`re not OK in......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-28 21:44:41 | Rating:

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subconscious pondering.
i just realized that i have this subconscious paranoia that everyone is out to get me and everyone hates me. crazy, right? that's probably where all my anger stems from. i literally think that at some point everyone is gonna screw me over.. and when i barely mess up, everyone is judging me and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-29 02:42:32 | Rating:

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dec 13
theres SO many standards and high expectations i put up for life. i want so much. i have so many ambitions and so many damn ideas.. i can't even explain how fucking passionate i truly feel about accomplishing things. i have a vision of EXACTLY how i want things to be and i'm a very optimistic......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-29 03:26:31 | Rating:

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nov 8 05
November 8, 2005 damn havent written one of these in a lifetime... but anywayz im under punishment by the parentalz because my progress report came in and i have 4 f's, they took down my internet, took away my cell phone, and took away my going-out privilages, therefore i really dont have......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-29 03:28:14 | Rating:

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nov07
i find myself always pushing away those who i get close to.. probably because the closer i grow to them, the more sensitive i become to every action of theres.. and when they disappoint me, it hurts 9534304x more then intended.. but me being the person i am, i don't accept hurt so i develop......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-29 03:39:03 | Rating:

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another nov07 entry. essence of character
what's the true essence of character? i swear.. looking back at how much i've changed threw out my life, i can swear i mustve been atleast 10 different people. who the fuck am i? who the fuck are you? every single time i hear someone say "i can't be anyone but me" it just makes me......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-29 03:39:45 | Rating:

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why?
"Why?" It's probably the most profound question that one can ask. Why? Because it opens doors to new information, new truths, new possibilities. Why? Because it leads the questioner beyond their present reality. Why? Because as human beings, we're endlessly curious. Why? Because we have......Read More