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| another 'fuck everyone' mood.
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people can speak the words that i speak - claim they understand the way i do - claim they feel what i feel.. but do they really? how do you EVER positvely know you have that 'connection' with someone? the way you percieve something could be different from the way they do - but your ways of expression could be the same.. and you'll be lead to think you feel the exact same thing when in reality you don't.. atleast not to the same degree.
i've figured out why i push everyone out of my life.. no one has assured me enough that i should keep them in my life and give them my all.. and i guess it just takes a LOT to really assure me of that.
i don't feel pain because i pushed them out of my life - i feel pain because it kinda brings me down that i don't have anyone to really share that unconditional, no-limit love with.. why do i want that experience? i don't know. i guess it just feels great to really emerge yourself with another person.. to know you're not going threw this life experience alone.. i don't exactly know why that's so comforting.
i feel so fucking misunderstood.. it's like if you don't comform to socieites ways of self-expression, no one really gets you.
god. i'm so over everyone and everything.
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Posted by sexcsyrian on 2008-03-12 21:14:32 | Rating: | Views: 60
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