I'm Spiritual, non-dogmatic & apolitical, 6ft., brunet hair, black-brownish eyes, healthy-vegetarian and fair. I do not interfere, comment, support- for or against anyone or anything...regardless. I deal with things in life.
My hobbies are: chatting (talking about life), going for walks, shopping and carnivals, squash, basketball, driving, biking(exercise), having fun at the lake, frisbee, misfits, memory, cards, toptrums, koosh, chess, bowling, pool/cueclub, bingo, composing music, motto/car race, kart-racing, tetris, arkanoid, scrabble, ludo, monopoly, listening to music (and ipod/istation), photography/videofilming, theatres, reading/learning, computer-games/playstation3, collecting unique antique stuff, research/adventures, relaxing and having fun; my favorite colour is blue and favorite number is 777. Also...I do not believe in fate, fortune-telling and misfortune. Life has to be created with good-thoughts; oh yea...I love to cuddle a lot or dream profoundly:)
*My favorite food: I love Vegetarian organic food especially baked stuff. I prefer very light meals such as: brunch & supper. My most favourite dish is: soya-cream with chilipeppers, tofu, yellowonions and powdered sunflower-seeds (nature's healer). My other rare general menu~~~Christmas-pudding, pasta (with rosemary and sauce), mushrooms, mushroom soup with whole-wheat toast or croutons [fact: in general...flax seeds (powdered) are very good for health], beans/beansprouts, sweet-corn, greenpeas, eggplant, mashed-potatoes, soya-chunks, cherry-tomatoes, pears, grapes, cherries with wine, salad (with avocado), pumpkins, breadfruits, cool-tender-coconuts, mangos, plums, pineapple, tangerine, passionfruit, blackcurrants, smallcabbage, smallcarrots, cool-cucumber, zucchini, lettuce, olives, soft-pancakes, bagels, croissants, veggie-burgers, coriander.mint.parsley-sandwich, ginger.garlic-bread, sweet crunchy gherkin/carrot pickles, chocolate-cake, custard-caramel, dark-chocolates, cereals/chocoflakes, vanilla-soyamilk (also malt-barley), soya-cheese, green-tea.coffee, margarita-pizza, veggie-bologna with herbs, tofu-hotdogs, garlic-sunflower-butter, spring-rolls; strawberry, papaya, red-grape, lychee and watermelon juice, cool-natural-water; and my best natural-medicines for holistic healing are--- fruitvitamins, mild cranberry-orange-lemon-pineapple-redgrape-rasberry juice, greenapple drink; organic: spirulina, valerian, herbal detox tea/program & massagetherapy/aromatherapy, I love my aloevera-paste, pure sandalwood-soap, rosemary-herbs shampoo, menthol-rosemary-sesame-greenherbs-avocado oil (saw-palmetto, panaxginseng & grapeseed extract is good too), I love cool-cucumber for my hair, face & eyes, pure:rose-lavender-sandalwood incense/fragrance & natural medicinal drink: cool rosesyrup/soyamilk with basil seeds & passionflower medic:)
*Some stuff that I do (link)
I have done Spiritual-Philosophy and once a part of a Green-Campaign in spreading the works. I think I am doing good-works and I see no trouble:) One of my sweetest vision in life is to help mankind stop the trance state of false/limited thinking and enter the new age of positive trance possibilities. I have done my best in many different ways to most individuals to help create a good environment and especially increase continue a good: chain-reaction or rippling-effect for the betterent of life. They are the main principles...no matter what you do in life...because that counts as no.1 on every topic in a special working way. Ideas and not battles mark the forward progress of mankind. Why do we need a war when we don't need one, why do we need to spoil the environment and make obstructions while we have Green-Technology. Everything good that I do in life is never encouraged and always misunderstood by others due to their ignorance. I never mix with cheap-stray-hypocrites because I don't need to become like them. In my life I have come across all types of antisocial-personalities. But I never care for those people because they have no life. I hate boasting...it is very cheap. It is said: judge not a sweet from its wrapper, therefore we can know a person only by seeing the profound good-fruit from the heart. I may have done few mistakes which I don't regret, but I know one thing from my heart that I haven't stolen anyone's life nor did I ever have greed for materialism. Life is not the issue of right or wrong, winning or losing. It is about survival or breathing life, the most profound good-desires to be fulfilled, that lies within every being's heart in the world.
When I wanted to learn in school, all I got was harassment, cruel punishments, insults and discouragements. When I wanted to do self-education (although I did most of it) I wasn't encouraged. When I wanted to write my educational-book, I was told...you have no right or it isn't allowed to do so, there is no freedom of religion-speech-thought. When I wanted to record my music audio, I was told that there is no scope for that. When I wanted to actively work in the office to earn money, I was told I do not qualify. When I wanted to travel, I was told that I do not have the privilege although people could make it happen. When I wanted to make good things happen, people come in as barriers and steal my money (although I can make up for what was lost...hopefully). When I wanted to look after my loved ones, pets and my last loving pet, I was told that I am not a doctor and I am unqualified to do so, and I saw a tragedy of my loved one/s.
My own: society, schools, relatives/family people, church, friends and even different government agencies have done a lot that I don't need to mention anymore. They need more help...drug induced society & a suppressive trouble source! They are very good at washing their hands at the end, because they are very professional at scapegoating. Everyone are responsible for their own acts and have to pay and learn from what they have done. Because it is very easy for anyone of them to even change their own story. I may have breached anyone's belief, but I have never breached the Truth, I haven't lied to hurt anyone nor have I done anything to steal anybody's life. Truth never damages a cause that is just. People have never even taken my ideas...so why do they even need my help or how do they want to help? So I really hope they find and practice happiness and I hope they get what they are looking for. I have realized that only purehearted beings suffer and die in this world. It is said that happiness and avarice never saw each other, therefore how can they get acquainted? I have no home, nobody loves me, there is no love in this bitter world...if I have to go anywhere, I am limited to staying in that land, if I go back to my native-place...I don't have a house and no one will welcome me even if I knew them. Everyone wants everything their way full of pleasure and materialism, and do not want to understand or take other' ideas or compassionate help, nor do they want to give ideas or help. So...where do I go from here? And now people come to me with so many advices and opinions to show that nothing ever happened in the past. So the question is...where is the Justice for all this? In the world...weird people use their mind & tongue and innocent people use their heart & soul to do something in life. So this is how the the cunning people win and the lovely hearts fail . People on this planet earth have to stop fighting, debating or challenging for right or wrong...people have to stand up and work together - help one another... where something GOOD will come out of it...so just hurry...because no one is getting out of here alive. If one wants to see happiness they can see it, but if they have to see the beautiful heavenly garden of happiness...first they have to clean the window to see, open it and only then can enter the real joy of ecstasy or happiness. Sometimes I wonder how a person anywhere on this planet would ever feel when they grew a beautiful rose garden of life, later be destroyed unexpectedly by someone else (although it was not meant to happen) , then they or someone else say to the gardner...nothing really happened, u were wrong, struggle more, you can do it all over again, forget it. Easy to say that, but they just don't seem to realise how much it cost them to do it and how much it hurt as much as a real arrow just shoots in through a person's heart. When someone is drowning in the ocean...they cry for help. So the first person says, wait I will be right back, the other says don't worry I will pray for you, God will help you, the third person...regardless- goes and saves the person or people who are drowning...and that's what I am talking about: true love! Instead of living 2 incomplete lives, God will someday give me the strength to live 1 complete life.
I like this poem too: Are you my friend? Written with a pen. Sealed with a kiss. If you are my friend, please answer this: Are we Friends or are we not? You told me once But i forgot. So tell me now And tell me true. So i can say.... "i'm here for you Of all the friends i've ever met, you're the one i won't forget. And if i die Before you do, I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything. Just to prove my Friendship is true...to have a friend like you! Rilke & Democritus (the Sage) have said something nice, one of my favorite quote that I mentioned at the end, it always refreshes my mind and keeps me at peace. I really do not understand others' stone-age lifestyle/language and am very tired of seeing everyone's acting. I have also realized that...friends and our own people just come in like the wind and take off like the storm. Anyways not to blame anyone in the world, instead just pray for their soul to be free. Inside everyone are a sweet person, due to some past stress they may have committed a crime or negative act. May God bless them all. The best thing to do is to forgive and forget. There is nothing else that can be done, only God may heal them from their problems. Those who abused me in my life... I could do the same, but God asked me not to because I would become their replica. I know how much problems, hatred and bitterness exist in todays world. I have forgiven and forgotten it all. No one can ever understand me or what I have been through in my life. Everyone got everything easily in their life and still not satisfied. How much more do they want? But...I would surely want to reach my heavenly destinty or consciousness someday to reach that beautiful world of angels or true paradise.
I am not a richbigshot, am just a normal and simple person who loves kids, animals, plants/roses and life a lot to the fullest, although this world seems weird at times. There is no pure love in this world and that's why someday I would want to leave societies that doesn't welcome nice people and would like to go to a place (physically or maybe spirtually)...where I can be all by myself in peace. I just don't know what the future is. My Life is in the hands of God. Sigh... but I am no longer afraid of anyone or anything as they don't mean anything to me. I have lived a good life!:) Those who abused and judged me, they don't define me, they define themselves. Who are they to judge me? Can they do the good-works that I do? I think that Love & Freedom is for honest beings. No man who is not himself honest can be loving & free, he is his own trap. When we live we have everything and when we die we lose everything. In this sad world no one wants to see others' happiness. They do everything just to suit their own needs. I know that happiness comes deeply from the heart and we have to pursue happiness ourself. What is it that people are so unhappy about, what is it that they cannot see? Life is short in this small little world and I don't want to insult/impress others and don't want to be accused of heresy. Truth may be taken for granted, but Truth itself can never be destroyed. I think that God takes the good back to his kingdom because he doesn't want them to suffer down here in hell. My loved ones & my sweet little kitty  will always be in my heart forever. Better leave this world (hell) soon, live a good life, go to Heaven soon to my Creator in peace. God does not call the qualified, he qualifies those he calls. Christ had no servants, yet they called him Master. He had no degree, yet they called him Teacher. He had no medicines, yet they called him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared him. He won no military battles, yet he conquered the world. He committed no crime, but they crucified him. He was buried in a tomb, yet he lives today. He came to save all the lost souls and accomplished his Heavenly mission. Feel honored to love him because he loves us. REMEMBER ME CHRIST WHEN YOU COME AS KING. And last of all, I believe that there is a story behind everyone's life.......
"Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day... "Happiness resides not in material possessions, the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul...
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