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jan. 4 2008 "in the next 30 days."

ATT: most of what i write is ramblings . .. . . sorry . . . i just dont like gramor and figure its my blog i can write the way i want.

here it is, the new year. woo hoo. yeah. time to make a change for the better right? for some yes for others no. for me i hope so. i think that i have a different mind set then i did last year so im sure this year will be great. no i know it will be the best year ever.
i applied for a job today that my parents would be proud of me for. i dont think that i would like it but we will see. i droped off my application ect. on my lunch break. so we will see "in the next 30 days" what is to become of it.
I like my job where i am now, i get along with everyone, i get to work with anamals, i get to see gross stuff once in a while, and sometimes a bunny comes in to the clinic. if you havent guessed it by now im a vet tech/ vet assistant. I love my job. but the pay sucks. maybe its just the area where i live but there is no way i could make it on my own on just what i make from there, and its hard work man. but i love it. so the question is do i quit what i love so i can make it on my own or do i keep doing what i love and stay living with my parents which is begining to be embarissing at my age and with my degree that i have. its almost a waste of a degree what im doing because i didnt need one to be doing what im doing. . . . if i would have known that i may not have gone to school but i would still be in the same perdicament that i am in now so it really dosen't change much.
grr. i wish i could find a job that i love and pays well. that is my wish number ONE for 2008.

I have five wishes by the way for 2008 so this might be a long one and i may not get to them all in this post.

sector number two is relationships.
its hard to date here in the northern region of Wisconsin. the only place you find most men are in a bar. which i NEVER visit cuz i dont drink and besides the quality of men there are usualy not that great to begin with. dr phil even said so. so where can i go? if you have answers please tell me. i do however think that i have prospects i just never act apon them. damn it. there are a few men that come in to the clinic that i think are great guys and i flirt but thats as far as it goes. i know guys are clueless. so i will pass them my nuber next time insded. hopefuly that will help. wish number TWO be more confident and out going.

Its hard when your a shy person you know. im fine once i get to know you but its just getting to that comfort level thats the hard part.

two is probibly enough for today. if you have any sugestions about finding a honest, hard working, non drinking guy in northern wisconsin please feel free to let me know.