been there darling.

Its always pretty bad when people find out bc most think people only do it for attention.

do you only do it for the pain?or are there ne hidden motives?

eather way, i wish you luck with OFSIT.

xoxo
addy

There is a greater torture beyond what you believe and understand. It is revulsion for all life that we call human. To feel sickness at the pit of your gut each time you see your own skin.
Thats a bit off topic though. The reason I came here is to tell you to shut the fuck up and quit playing around. I have no reason to live and I really don't care.

You have an entire life to live. But you can only die once. Kill yourself and youll find out whether death is any better bu you'll never get another chance at life. Take a life and is gone forever. Use it and at least you get your money's worth. Either way, shut the hell up!

Hello,
I'm so sorry for the pain you feel. All I know is that God made you beautifully, including physically. God doesn't want you to physically hurt yourself like you do. God doesn't want you to contemplate ending your own life on your terms. Then we have the whole thing of eternity to deal with, and that's a whole lot longer than life on earth.
Please check out my site at www.peacewithinreach.com --- music videos, relevant journals, podcast prayers, etc..
Along with that, please apply the tools they offer you at your counseling center. God has great things planned for your life.
By His grace,
Pastor Fred

For a while now I have been thinking about why I have done it and I could never come up with a reason. Its funny cause I never did it in secret and most people would watch me do. I was like in 3rd grade when I first did it and its been a couple months since I last did it. As I was reading the first couple of lines of your blog I thought back to certain moments and then I read the end of your blog and notice the humor in you come out. I guess the pain that is felt from the blade tricks us into "feeling" because we don't want to believe the real feeling that is inside of us. For many its different I always that of it as a hobby but people will call you out on it...then there's tattoo's. I guess it could be the same thing but oh well. I hope your Off Shit doesn't last too long I have a little expierence myself with those types of places. I always thought why would I listen to someone whose only background to my story is there professional expirence vice personal..

well I'll keep reading keep your head up and yea..

I agree with peacewithinreach and disgusted. Life is too short to do those things. yes u may get mad at first and stuff but dnt take it out on your body. You have a whole life ahead of you and if you commited suicide u would of never found out what ur future is holding for you.

I shall put this plain and simply....killing yourself is the easy way out.If you feel you have to kill yourself in order to rectify the pain,then by all means...do so....but think of this...are you a quitter?

People make me laugh. Its natural for some one too think about suicide. Hell i been in a mental hospital two times for trying to commit it. Once with a gun and one over dosing on angel dust. But come to realize i have something better too do in life. Too make a mark in the history books of music.

Life is like a road, Full of bumps and curves, Dead ends and traffic jams, Work your way threw the obstacles.

Here's a few things that may work for you.

Zen music. Nature sounds, China Bamboo music.
Incenses lavender. Writing poetry. Even if you aren't good at it do it.
Blogging of course. Anti depressants, STAY away from alcohol and cigarettes, Smoking weed is believed too help with a lot of things.

whomed? a whom is what you bare a child in. were you debating an abortion or just contemplating on slitting your wrists?