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The end result of Vday...

I was sitting at home doing my homework and Chip calls. I told him - I'm doing homework, should I hurry? He told me no, to take my time and he'd take a shower and call me back in a little bit. Well, I texted him to tell him I was finished. He then called me an hour later. He had been out with his best friend playing pool. PLAYING POOL on V-day when I asked him what he was doing tonight. Geez.

So he asked me what I was doing...I told him - sitting in the recliner and watching TV. (Mind you it is 11pm) He said "why aren't you in your car on your way over?" I told him because he hadn't invited me over. A few moments pass and he asks me again...I'm sitting in the recliner, why should I move?!?! He still wouldn't ask me to come over. After going through this for 30-40 min of talking then asking what I was doing....he finally asked me to come over. (mind you it is now 11:40) I took my shower and threw on some clothes and headed over. I didn't fix my hair, or do my makeup, and half cared about my clothes. He told me the door is unlocked just come in, and he was in the living room. So I told him to get in the bedroom and get your clothes off...he laughed at my little comment and we ended the conversation on that note. I got to his house and he was sitting there in his RECLINER playing VIDEO GAMES!!!! He played till he lost and died. 30 min...he could have been seducing me or talking to me, or something...but no - medal of honor won over me.

Then he put it away and asked me to go lay in the bed with him and watch a movie. So we did...Oceans 13. I love that movie so I didn't care...We simply laid in the ad next to each other, his arm around me, our legs intertwined. He never tried anything. Never brought up sex, never kissed me, nothing. So I am thinking - OK does this mean he views us as a laid back "couple" [i use that word loosely]...chill...or does he wanna play hard to get? Ok ok...so He falls asleep and so do i....but I woke up around 3am to go home. I kissed the ack of his head and walked out. Not a word.

I haven't called him today, and I won't. I refuse yet again to be the first to make contact. I want to see where this boy's head is. BUT...I feel good about it, I guess. Then I saw the guy I would pick FIRST above all others in the cafeteria at school while hanging out with my guy friend. He didn't see me so I told this friend about him. He encouraged me to go talk to the guy (he works for the college so I will call him College boy) So after I finished with my friend I went to see college boy. He had left for lunch so I left my number for him (he didn't already have it). I can hope he calls...but I don't think he's into me. So I'll write another blog about who college boy really is and why I think he is the best guy for me. ok....