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I was drowing in self pitty at 7am after a total of 3 hours of sleep. So after taking the girl to the daycare I stopped off at Krispy Kreme for a dozen hot n fresh original glazed. My plan - to go home, eat the whole damn box drink my skim milk - because somehow skim milk evens things out, and watch TV. Welp it is 1pm and I have accomplished my goal. Wow...i am so proud. [pardon me while I binge in the half bath 5 steps from me] I fell asleep after the first half box since i was so tired. Now the reason I am tired - not what you might think.
I went to Chips last night which is the usual reason for my overexhaustion. BUT I got home at 1am. I was there a whopping 2 hours. Things were ok - I guess. That falling feeling he gave me just a few nights ago after a couple rounds of mattress mombo was quickly changed to anger today. Granted he had a long two days at work, but that shuld not give him an excuse for acting the way he did. I'm probably giving ya'll a huge build up for sumtin that is not a big deal. BUT after seeing this "man" for 2 1/2 - 3 weeks and having consistant SEX five times a week I expect more.
SO here is what happened - I was nice to him all day even though I never heard from him till 5:30pm. He had to be at work at 12 and I at school. SO when he told me that my txt messages made him happy on his long days, I sent him one at 12 telling him to have a good day and I was thinkin bout him. A little while later [hours] I called him and of course, no answer. So I left a message - cute and bubbly just the way men like thier ladies. So...i sent him another text a little later saying "just a note to say hi" he never txt back but did finally call. I mentioned chocolate cake and told him i'd bring him a slice next time i saw him. He responded that he hoped it would be tonight. So I agreed...
I get to his house and he had just gotten home from work. He was doing laundry, changing, dishes, etc. Well...Then he sat down and got on the laptop. Uh....hello? He was checkin his myspace and mine, but did he care if anyone else was hittin on me - nope. He only went there to rip the pics I took of us, him, and his best friend. Did he take the pics with me in it? NO. Then he posted the pics he took from me to his myspace. Not a single mention of where the pics came from or pics of me! Ok, I let it go simply because he doesn't put captions on his pics. He didn't have pics of him with friends other than a guy. Me on the other hand I have pics with me and guys and I don't care. So GOD FORBID anyone thinks he's not single right? So then he pts the computer up and goes to his room where he asks me to join him.
We go in there and turn on a movie. We cuddle, hold hands, hug....snuggle. So I am DIEING for a kiss. I striaght up ask him for a kiss. He told me NO. OMG. He said...peanut is coming up I can't miss peanut. Mind you he's seen this film a million times. BUT HE TURNED ME DOWN FOR A KISS OVER A DAMN PUPPET ACT HE'S SEEN A MILLION TIMES! He rolled over in the way he always does right b4 he passes out. I said "oh great, now your going to pass out" He mummbled "nah" and 3 sec later he was out. I got my happy ass up and walked out the fuckin front door. Now usually, I cover him up, turn the tube off, kiss his head, and leave. NO HELL NO last night I fucking walked straight out.
I talked to myself the entire ride home...vowing that I would NOT text, call, or write him until he made two attempts to reach me. Oh...i never ignore his phone calls or texts. I am always quick to respond. AND I am going to make myself busy the next time he asks to see me. So if he asks me to come over tonight, my response is going to be "aww I'm sorry I have other plans" if he doesn't want to see me tonight, the next time he asks to see me will be a polite bitchy I'm busy. AND I will lie...tellin him I'm going out with another guy or whatever else. I don't give a shit at this point.
Funny thing is - a friend from high school just introduced me to a guy. I haven't seen him face to face yet but I've seen pics. And he is actually nice to me. SO maybe just maybe we'll see where that goes. I am just sick of the fukin bullshit men bring. |
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Posted by secondplace on 2008-02-26 13:18:08 | Rating: | Views: 60
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I don't like to be second place to anyone or anything. So I know where you are coming from, because mine, I was second place to his vodka bottle. So eventually I moved from Tampa, to Louisville. We talked this morning and after 5 months I am hoping that we can work things out. i love him very much. I have a lot of years with him.
Maybe this new guy will be the one for you. I hope so.
Take care!!! I will be checking in.
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Posted by Fancie
on 2008-02-26 14:00:22
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GIRRRLLLLL was there a full moon or something last night? and WTF? I was at home allllll alone... you could of called me! I guess we both had a pity party huh?
I told you to make him work for you!
I realllllllyyyyyy don't like that F'er! Seriously anyone who says your best friend is a snob, isn't worth your time!
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Posted by otherwoman
on 2008-02-26 14:26:25
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