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Ok, so I never heard from Chip again...till 5pm today. My day started good, got up, went to class, then had lunch with my mom. It was interesting. She told me she didn't think it was a good idea for me to meet this new guy Ron (we'll just call him that). Why I asked her. Because he has two kids. I was floored. BUT I have two kids, i wouldn't want some man to judge me and not see me b/c of it. She stated that I didn't even want to take care of my own kids, I better not double it. Well...that's great. Seeing as how every man my age group either A - has kids already or B- wants them. So...where do I fit in? If he doesn't have kids and doesn't want them, he won't want me and my "ready made family" as she calls it.
I go against her and go to a friends house who is the one hooking us up. After all, Chip hasn't exactly commited to being taken by me and vice versa, so I am very single in my eyes. (even though I feel like my heart is taken) We hang out for a bit and when she takes her fiance to work (they work together) we go in and I meet Ron. He's cute I think to myself as I size him up. He's not much taller than me, if at all. My favorite is a man about 6' and up. He's got awesome eyes, even though I tend to not like brown eyes...his were different. He had a nice smile, teeth, (chip got teeth issues), and he's pretty cool. He's a bit shy and that's ok, cause I was too. I'm not sure I like his voice or the way he talks. Its almost like a speach inpediment, its slurred a little. I can't spell either.
We stand around thier work and chat about car clubs that they are in and the latest thing they want to do to thier cars...etc etc. We are sitting in the parking lot about to leave and CHIP texts me. Sigh....why does this have to be so hard. .........TO BE CONTINUED (i'm going to chips. Yes, its 12:20am...and I am spending the night, and I will tell details later.) C can kiss my ass.
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Posted by secondplace on 2008-02-28 00:24:40 | Rating: | Views: 72
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you are SO lucky I'm reading this blog this morning... you are SOOOO SOOO SOOO lucky! God help your soul.
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Posted by otherwoman
on 2008-02-28 08:05:14
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This is interesting that your mother would make statement like.The real question is what are you going to do about Chips it seems to be tearing you apart.
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Posted by Nubian
on 2008-02-28 23:00:02
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