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Bowling, jealousy, chip and sex.

Ok...first of all, college boy is talking to a girl in atlanta, GA. That's 6 hours from me! oh well. I give up. psshtt.

Chip and me...we went out last night. He invited me bowling with him and his roomate "cheater". So I get there and things were going very well. I had a good time with him. He actually acknowledged that I was there. LOL. The three of us hung out, talked, goofed off, and bowled. Cheater saw some eye candy (his words) and ended up going over to her and flirting. He got the number and since he couldn't get her to go home with him last night...he called another one of his many girls and still got laid. Not by the fiance though. Geee WHIZ!!!

Back to me and chip. I turned the tables on him after the bowling alley. I wasn't going to wait for him to stop and talk to me so I hopped in my car and took off with out even looking at him. Since he does this to me a lot I figured it would be ok. He called me and said "are you in a hurry?!?! Where are you going!?!?!?" I laughed and said I was gonig home cause he never asked me to come over. He told me to meet him at his house...when he beat me there he called asking where I was and told me to hurry. I was loving this cause he knew I wasn't desperate to be around him. I get back to his house and of course...you know what happens next. SEX. Lord help me. I'm thinkin I'm becoming addicted to him. He was playful with me...it was the best night we've spent together so far. Before the sex he got a hold of my phone and was looking through it. He looked at all the numbers I had and my text messages. I have nothing to hide so I didn't care. When I asked to see his phone he tried to lie and say it was in his truck, I knew better. He still wouldn't let me see it. Part of me didn't want to see it. I was scared.

So when he saw a pic of my late boyfriend and me together in the phone he said "i don't want to see a pic of you and some guy together!" Earlier that night I was wearing a heart charm necklace my dad gave me for V-day and he noticed it asking "Some guy give you that" Of course I said yes. He replyed "wrong answer" and I clarified it was my dad. Another instance at he bowling alley...my phone had rang and it was holy roller (my best friend) and I was talking to her and he said "who's that" I smart mouthed "non of your business" I walked off to get some drink and he said "where you going? To meet that boy who called you?" I laughed at him. Once again it got brought up about who called me...I said "when?" lol...He was like "oh it was more than once??!!" Maybe this is why he was so quick to search my phone when we got to his house. I'm thinking about changing some things in my phone to make it look like he's not the only guy after me (which is mostly true) and get him to want me more. Does that even work? HMMMM But he's showing signs of jealousy which to me means he is becoming more posessive over me - which means he is liking me more. YET HE CALLS ME LESS! I don't get it.

I texted him today and said "you better smile cause I been thinking about you today" I didn't hear back. Then again...he was at work and VERY TIRED from our active night. I couldn't tell you when the last time I had sex with a man that lasted that long. Though it might be the beer - he drinks quite a bit. What will happen tonight? I don't know that I can handle another round of rough sex cause my hot box is so freekin sore. She definately needs a break. I could handle him going down on it, and since I fun dipped twice last night (yea two rounds of hot sex) I know she's tastey. ;0)