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These past few months have been one big experience. I’ve tried to help someone I love say goodbye to their mother. I may not have acted properly when I pushed him out of my life in his time of need, but I needed help as well. And, at that moment I realized I couldn’t fix myself with him still in my life. I have recently let him back into my life because and he has been quite good to me, even after all of the horrible things that I did. Everyone does deserve second chances though right? I just have to learn you only get so many chances..
This past month and a half has been the most interesting. I have stopped being dependent upon substances when things are going wrong. I have let go of a few stupid addictions. I have not changed enough though. I need to do that now. Looking back on the tears, the pain I caused people I care about and who care about me, the new people I’ve let into my life that I need to stop pushing people away. I need to accept my happiness and accept myself. This however, is easier said than done.
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Posted by seaxshell on 2008-05-03 15:14:56 | Rating: | Views: 38
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