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Maybe One Day They Will Reciprocate

  I was talking to the chief bartender as he was leaving and I pointed out that someone had left three cases of liquor behind the seat in the Security Truck… his eyes widened as he suddenly realized that I had found some missing stock… he laughed,...

Time of Breeze

So within the course of last week I was attacked by 8 guys, 1 whom is in the same yard as us. So most of these guys have gfs but they're still hunting for me in the presence of the gfs. So one whom is Nqaba, is quite a nice guy, we kissed and damn he...

My Mind was on Other Things

  I was driving the truck on the course and my work cell started to ring… it was the girl from the monitoring station… I asked her what was going on and she told me that her relief was going to be late so she had nothing to do until then… her...

I feel lost inside myself.

I like being alone, I feel free like I can be or do anything I want. I don't have to be quiet or worry about what I do or say. Yet, I feel so numb and empty at the same time. Honestly I don't know whats worse, feeling empty and numb or screaming and...

Achieving Higher Goals

  December 19, 2013   I walked into the bar and I was greeted by three co-workers… I told them that I smelt dope in the parking lot… one girl piped up that it wasn’t her… lately I’ve noticed a lot of “not me’s” when I’ve been talking in her...

Part - Core

As any other day we worked, we marched. We tumbled from our little corners with beds unmade and wet with last nights dreams. All at once haggard streets erupted in Khaki, Gray, and Blue colored jumpsuits - the standard uniform of whatever it was we...

It was Cold Out But She Warmed My Heart

  I found a note from the Pro-shop clipped onto my security cart’s steering wheel asking me not to drive on the grass or pick up any flags… I had already been told by the boss about this sort of thing but it’s always nice to get documentation just...

A world full of lies with no one to trust.

I am so sick and tired of school. No so much the school aspect but the people in it. Can they not get it into their thick, pathetic skulls that the reason I choose not to talk about my personal affairs is because they have proved themselves to be...