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Breakfast of the Heavens

The next morning I awoke to the sound of chatter and clanging of pots and pans. I rubbed my eyes, stretching out in my bed as the sunlight grazed across it delicately. All I could hear was the faint sound of dad's laughter, mom's voice echoing every...

The 'Welcome Home' Party

Two weeks was all it took for Abigail to come stumbling back into my life, but this time she was different. She walked with purpose, with ambition --- with Adam. I stood from the sidelines as she barreled out of the chunky moving truck that was just...

Awakening.

Today it feels like my eyes have opened for the very first time. Have you ever just found yourself looking at your own reflection, wondering who it was that you were staring at? I can't believe I've been blind for so long. How is it possible to have...

I just cant be happy.

Bare with me please i just need to ramble, i might cry a bit. ...I feel like nothing ever goes my way. Its like one good thinghappens and its a cascade of horror and error after it. Im constantly fighting with my dad, which i dont put any effort in...

Proud.

I get so proud of myself for the little things. I don't accomplish things very often so when something small comes along, I want people to recognise that I've done something. But they're so used to the big things, eveeyone else in my family...

trying to live...

Mikaylah, I went for a run today... it was the first one since...  I passed the corner... you were not there...  The corner has become like the hill. It is somewhere I will go many times but it will never be like it was. It is like a dead...

Thoughts from a crazy person

You saw the title. This is just me ranting. If you actually are going to take the time to try to read and understand this, goodluck. I'm probably going to make spelling errors and somethings won't make sense. But isn't that how thoughts work? My...

Yellow bracelet of Shame

  Today, the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was this bright yellow bracelet around my wrist.  And I knew there's just something about the stupid yellow flashing back at me that is going to remind me of something I'd rather just...