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Burning

When you fall from a mountain. What do you feel? Do you fly? Do you cry? When you soar above the clouds, When you feel the liquid in your feathers. Do you smile? Do you cackle? When you dive into the ocean blue. When you feel the water...

Depression Loves Me..help

so, lately i've been going through all sorts of crazy moodswings. One minute Im super positive and motivated to do something great with my life; and then 5 minutes later, I'm sad and hopeless. How does this even happen?  I don't think I'm bi-polar,...

Pain

  What do you know about pain    that I do not know? What have you gone through   that I haven't been to?   What have you done   that I haven't done too?   Do not tell me that    I do not know   of pain...

anxiety attack. great...

i feel as if im going to have an extreme anxiety attaack. i feel horrible about this.  i didn't want to be depending on pills.. and look at me now :(  the doctor isnt in today, so i wont be able to pick up my refills till monday.. which means...

College Life......... oh crap. :(

Hey guys.  So today I really need to talk about college. Tomorrow I'm applying..and im about to have an anxiety attack. I don't know what to expect or anything. It's a community college.. I just recently realized that I want to be an Art...

in my dream...

This kind of resembles me frame of mind fer right now then! I am thinking on how I am dealt the cards of uncertain forces trying to swallow me whole! But, in the end I became more into meself staying with what I had wanted and I had just trampled them...