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ok i used to be afraid to die but not no more a kid changed my thoughts about dieing.his name is dustin, how did he change my thoughts about dieing you ask, well about 2 months ago. he took my fiance out with another one of my friends. they were headed to taco bell when he decided to travle down a road called pioneer. the speed limit is 40 mph but he thought he would be cool and try to impress them so he reached speeds up to 100mph at least this is what the police report says.he went around a turn going 80 mph and lost controll of the car driving it off the road, when the car hit the coldren the car went air born smashing into a tree sending my fiance through the front window and my other friend as well. jessica my fiance landed before the car did so the car landed on her crushing her body. jessica was brain dead on the seen, and my other friend was found 100 feet from the car all away down at the bottom of the hill uncounchince.jessica was flown to slu er and my other friend to barns. i got the call about 7:00 at night saying she was in a car reck,i got to see my baby girl for the last time in a hospbital bed. thats not how its sapost to be.jessica past away at 12.21am in her families arms.she was a mother of my son seth, my fiance, a daughter, a sister, every ones best friend, and the girl that would put a smile on your face when you were down.my other friend was thought to be paralized but she is not. she is recovering now back at home. dustin the driver all he got was a fucking broken jaw, wow u say yah me too.the fucker needed to die more than jessica did but what happened hapened and can not be changed. so now me and seth wait for the days to count down to see what punishment the driver gets,and to wait are turn to see jessica again in another world. so to get back to my first sentence im no longer afraid to die, my only wish is to see my son grow up to the fullest and when god coms knocking on my door to take me away i'll great him with a hand shake and say take me now caz im all ready.
sorry if this up seted any one i did not want to do that in any way i asure you in that. well leave a coment on your yhoughts plz and i look forword to talking to you all if ya want to. well seth and i will be going now so have a nice day every one. |
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Posted by seangray08 on 2008-07-04 11:41:42 | Rating: | Views: 60
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this is so sad.And i'm not saying it for the heck of it. I share your sadness and frusration. broken jaw? I'm speechless.
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Posted by HardThinker
on 2008-07-04 13:05:27
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In most car accidents the driver is hardly hurt while the passengers can be killed. Its not fair. Im so sorry for your loss and I am amazed at your strength. Im sure you are a great father :]
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Posted by smileforthecamera
on 2008-07-07 17:11:41
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that's some pain that i cant imagine.but i have a cousin who died from a car accident,left his wife his son and his mom my aunty in this world,and my aunty who'd lost two husbands,both of them died of disease,lived a very miserable life.but what i find in her is she is always positive.the people,our loved ones,they die,make the alive one with a lot of pain,but whenever we think of them,we recall the good things they have givven us.they r remembered forever. i think it is not the time to hate someone or wait to punish someone,all we should do is to live as happily as our loved ones wished.u agree? and i always believe that love will never stop...wish you and your boy happy^^
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Posted by nina880224
on 2008-07-19 13:03:12
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