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Venting.

Life is being a bitch right now. So I'm going to vent.

Kay well. Me and my mom are at each other throats at the moment. Let me explain why we don't get along.

She resents me because my dad treated her like shit. And I'm the only living thing closest to him. So who does she take all her hate out on him for? Yes. Me. Not to mention I'm the reason her real love left her. My "real" dad, who I've never met in my life, ran off to California when he found out she was pregnant with me. But then he had a daughter excatly a year later. So what made me so different. Why couldn't he stay with me and not be a little bitch when my mom got pregnant. I don't know. And I don't care. He's the one person I would kill if I ever met.

So, this is why my mom resents me and why we don't get along. Not to mention almost every guy she's ever dated hates me too. I've had quite a few even tell me to my face they couldn't stand me and would love my mom if I wasn't in her life. And it kinda pisses me off because I never did anything to them. But what can you do?

And of course. My little brother is angel child who couldn't do any wrong even if he robbed a bank. But when I do ONE thing wrong, I get bitched out for 6 days about the same damn thing. No seriously. She's fussing at me now for the bathroom I didn't mop right a week ago. Not to mention I do EVERYTHING around my house. Literally. I cook, I clean, and most of the time I live there by myself. My little brother goes to his dads either 5 days a week or 2. SO when he's gone so is my mom. But I'm not complaining.

Most kids would LOVE to live my life. No supervision most of the time. No rules. My mom is not strict at all. I can do whatever I want whenever I want.

And no, I don't go crazy and fuck everything with two legs and have parties every night. OBVIOUSLY.

I do drink. I'm not going to lie. But who doesn't? I'm from Germany, where everyone loves to drink.

At school, I'm labeled as a popular kid. I hang out with them, but I don't really consider my self popular. I get called rich a lot. Pshhh.

Right now, the only person who is even acting like he cares is Zach.

But ohhhhhhhhhhhh well.

I have more. but I'll write it laterrrr.
peace.
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