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| I'm sorry, but I know thats not good enough.
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Sorry for the lack of posts. With surgery and all, plus I'm slightly sad. Okay well really sad. I'm not going to go into BIG details, but Zach and I are on super duper REALLY thin ice right now. I lied, yes, but I admitted to it. WTF. He won't accept sorry and he was like your not acting like yourself. No shit, I was in surgery, almost dead, and hurt becuase of you. I was sitting in the hospital, drinking that stuff for a CT scan, and ARGUING with him on the phone. All in trying to get my mom in the state I was in. And he said I hurt him more. No he was putting me under stress, when I was already really sick. Not to mention, right before surgery, he didn't tell me he loved me, he didn't even tell me he was worried. What kind of asshole boyfriend does that?? Seriously?
I said I was sorry, but no, thats not good enough for him. The more and more I write this, the more and more pissed off I get. Just because I remember arguing with him when my blood pressure was 189/69 because I was in so much pain. And I remember having to prove to him that I was in the hospital. Wow, this is pissing me off, jerkface.
I love you too. Sorry I'm not the perfect girl you always wanted. Sorry I lied to PROTECT AND DEFEND YOU. I won't do it again. Promise.
Sorry I'm not good enough.
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