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Sun. 15 July 2007
Think I've been doing okay this week. I haven't been particularly productive, but I've kept on top of things, mostly. I think coz I've been off work and the kids are on holidays so there's been no pressure, besides what I put on myself.
I stressed a bit during the week about housework and I wanted to do more with the kids like take them out places, but I kept on top of the dishes and washing (although it still needs to be folded) and took the kids to the shops and the movies and played Playstation with them...Well, anyway, they've been at John's (their dads) this weekend and David and I went out Friday night, got home around 0230 and slept in for half the day which annoyed and frustrated me. Not that we had any plans or anything, I just felt like the day was wasted.
Then Caitlin rang, and coz I hadn'tspoken to her in ages we spent an hour & a half on the phone before decising she was going to come down anyway. She got here around 1600 and we played Singstar on the PS2 and had some drinks & dinner and went out. We drank too much and ended up going home with Ben.
Dave & I slept in the lounge & Ben drove us home when we woke up (around midday), so now we've wasted two days. Still didn't feel too crash hot when we got home, so after Caitlin left we went back to bed and got back up at like, 1530. Now I'm looking at the mess on the kitchen table and the clothes still waiting to be folded and I feel like the whole weekend was wasted.
I didn't get to Sam's birthday today, I didn't catch up with my brother, David wants to see his dad, and because I slept so much today I'm worried I won't be able to sleep tonight. Of all the stuff I feel like I should do, all I really want to do is stay home and do nothing. I know there's nothing wrong with that but I feel guilty anyway.
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
"Given Up" by Linkin Park
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Posted by scratchkitty on 2007-10-11 05:45:44 | Rating: | Views: 85
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