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stabbing immortality
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Wed. 10 October 2007
I kept an online journal once... years ago. I made the HTML all from scratch in notepad. In fact, I've always kept some kind of diary or journal. My year 8 English teacher loved me because she liked us to keep journals.
Recording my thoughts and......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-11 05:37:49 |
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writing
art
exploring
reminiscing
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high anxiety
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Sun. 15 July 2007
Think I've been doing okay this week. I haven't been particularly productive, but I've kept on top of things, mostly. I think coz I've been off work and the kids are on holidays so there's been no pressure, besides what I put on myself.
I stressed a bit during......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-11 05:45:44 |
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anxiety
depression
coping
drinking
pressure
wasting time
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resting assurred
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Wed. 18 July 2007
I've found myself seeking reassurance more & more. It's like I feel less sure of myself every day. It's silly (or so I keep trying to convince myself) and frustrating. It's almost like I can't do anything unless someone else is there saying "Yes, that's the......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-11 05:47:56 |
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reassurrance
confidence
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the mother-out-law
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Tues 31 July 2007
Wow I wrote a lot last night. But you know what? It really helped get past the minor anxiety I was feeling. I was listening to my ipod as well which helped. I feel pretty good tonight actually. I've had berocca - I think the B vitamins help, and Panadol, which......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-14 07:30:08 |
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mother in law
tension
family
relationships
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happiness is a warm trigger
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Wed 1 August 2007
It's 1600 and I'm feling really anxious and I don't know why. I feel so selfish, I told Logan off just for talking to me. Literally; I said "Okay stop talking now, you're stressing me out." Sigh. He just wanted to know what was for tea.
There......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-14 07:32:36 |
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anxiety
parenting
relationships
pressure
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Psychobabble
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Sunday 14 October
There's been so much going on since I last wrote anything, I don't know where to start.
Well, since I left off talking about the psychologist, I guess I'll wrap up that story. I went to see her, and it went okay, I guess, I didn't know what to talk......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-14 07:44:33 |
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psychologist
worry
stress
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mediate
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Monday 15 October
At the same time I was nervously smoking a cigarette before my first session with the psychologist, David was going into his first mediation session. Long story short, they came to an agreement about easing Paula back into seeing David again, starting with a......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-14 21:19:56 |
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mediation
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children
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embarking the unthinkable
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Monday 15 October
Man, I'm so bad. I'm just so tired of copping everything from David, feeling like everything's my fault and so unappreciated. I know it sounds like a cop-out, but I've been latching on to everyone who shows me positive attention. Whether it's the David at work, or - I......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-14 21:28:48 |
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flirting
infidelity
kissing
unappreciated
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