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I’m Tired!
Tired of waking up every morning and thinking and hoping that today will be a little better.
Tired of continually investing faith and belief, only to have it thrown back in my face, time after time.
Tired of thinking officials are still decent human beings, when they really don’t care at all
Tired of people bowing like slaves to ‘authority’, when it’s authority that should be serving us
Tired of seeing the needless loss of life in stupid wars just so someone can get richer
Tired of people making mountains out of molehills over trivial matters
Tired of bitter, twisted old men spewing political rhetoric like bile from the belly of the Devil
Tired of the belief in separation when everything is connected
Tired of the idea that all that matters is here because once your dead, it doesn’t matter
Tired of people using violent means in the ignorant hope that they will win
I’m Tired!
Tired of being disadvantaged because of Government practices and policies
Tired of hearing the same pathetic excuses for incompetence and inefficiency
Tired of not being able to do all the simple things married couples take for granted
Tired of being five hours in the future from my wife
Tired of not being able to ‘be there’ for my pregnant wife
Tired of losing so much time together, that is gone forever
Tired of her touch, her kiss being only a memory, for now
Tired of not going to sleep next to her and waking up beside her
Tired of not sleeping, generally, and longing for tomorrow when there may be some progress
Tired of being apart, alone and lonely
Yet, I’m also Thankful….
Thankful for the existence of this technology which helps me to see and speak across time and distance
Thankful for such a place as this where I can come and share my thoughts, or to vent
Thankful for the (few) good people who help restore my faith in Humanity when it’s been knocked down
Thankful for the impending gift of fatherhood which will be a whole new world in itself
Thankful for the times we have already shared together and the memories we have created
Thankful for all that’s to come, the good and the bad, as long as she is at my side
Thankful for the experience of darker times, as it helps me appreciate the good times, better
Thankful for all those who live to seek and preach the way of Peace, Love and Light
Thankful for the ability to count my blessings and the wisdom to know the difference
Thankful for the love of my wife, Danielle, without whom, none of it would seem worthwhile
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Posted by scotslad60 on 2008-01-28 10:41:04 | Rating: | Views: 168
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Omg, that seriously brought tears to my eyes. Thank you hun, I love you!! You're going to be a great father because I know you are definitely a great husband!
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Posted by Forgetmeknot
on 2008-01-28 18:34:15
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i am so worried for a friend of mine,(here in the U.K) he has been seeing an american girl for 6 years, he spends 3-6 months every year in the U.S with her and her family, they have been planning their wedding for nearly 2 years, and he still hasn't recieved any of the paperwork from the U.S yet about his visa or anything, they get married in the states on feb 14th, the government are well aware of this, but no one is pulling their finger out and doing the paperwork required, they met on the net too, everytime he talks to me all excited about the wedding i can't help but think of you two, and how you have been torn appart by the state!
your feelings for each other are so strong ithink that we all feel your longing and need for each other at this time.
hugs and love to you both, and D i think you are both going to make wonderful parents. xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-01-29 19:38:02
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TY Hon. I love you so much too. xx
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-01-30 06:57:13
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They definitely dont do anything to encourage people to NOT be illegals thats for sure, marie. They wont stop us though! ;)
Best wishes to your friend and his fiancee though.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-01-30 06:59:02
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if they ever say 'you and who's army' introduce them to the thoughts gang, we are behind you both 200%
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-01-30 11:49:56
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lol Thanks Marie. I'll remember that.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-01-30 19:39:04
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I'm tired of reading so many "tireds",hehe...I'm exhausted.I think i just need some sleep.
Good luck,friend.
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Posted by Icesoul
on 2008-01-31 11:40:29
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Bright, clear healing energy being winged from the Light as I write.
Archangel Michael hear my plea
take up thy sword and stand with me
protect these two, this family
and grant them Peace eternally.
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Posted by Merlyn
on 2008-01-31 18:36:46
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Thank you Icesoul. Its appreciated.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-01-31 19:08:53
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Thank you Merlyn. Every little helps.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-01-31 19:10:30
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We are all behind you.
You will get there in the end.
I just wish that you both did not have to go through all this heartache, it always brings tears to my eyes when i read your posts about this government circus.
I think we need to get a possy together and go to he circus, it makes me so cross to see two beautiful people seperated because of this.
Keep your chin up hun, xx
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Posted by bubblydi
on 2008-02-02 06:36:06
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scots,
I know it is hard to "play by the rules" when they suck....But hang tough....Your little angels at home need you to stay strong.....Hugs across th emiles and Faith to lift you up when you are down....Will keep praying for the miracle of getting you home soon........Much love and hugs to you and Danielle....
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Posted by Hollis
on 2008-02-02 23:34:29
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Thanks very much for your kindness Di. With the goodness from you and people like you, we SHALL be together. How can they ever hope to stand against us? lol
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-02-03 16:26:06
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Thank you too Hollis. As you say, I WILL be home soon, for wherever she is, IS where my home is.
Peace my friend.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-02-03 16:27:17
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you know the governmant needs to pull there heads out of there a@# and move it come on we hve people just walking acrost the border in texas and we cant have couples or to be couples with there visas my god this government ticks me off somtimes ....................
... i going to have more cofee now
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Posted by werebait
on 2008-02-13 13:58:03
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Thanks Scar. That's very much appreciated.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-02-13 20:04:02
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You said it werebait....... not sure its more coffee you need though mate. lol Peace friend.
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-02-13 20:04:45
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