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9-17-09
I feel that im walking away from God
That im running away
Hiding
Like im doin so much wrong
I am not perfect
I am not good enough for him
The music I listen to
Is pushing me away little by little
This so called guy that I love
Im trying to change him
But..little by little hes changing me
I want to change him
I stopped praying for a little while
I just want Him to change
Him doin drugs
Drinking his life away
And not believing in God
I never thought trying so hard to change him
Was goin to put me in this
But God knows I love him
For some reason its always like if I don’t care
I don’t want to go to church so people wont see me cry
When im worshipping God
Since those tears are the ones that I hide from everyone
But..why wont I go
Who is gonna judge me
I don’t care who judges me
God should be the only one who judges me
I shouldn’t care what people thing when I cry
Why should I be soo embarrassed when I cry for God
That shows em that he has done so much for me
But shold I care wht they think
NO
I only am there to worship God and NO one else
I just ask God to lead me to the right path
As I try to help victor..
Idk how
To start
Little by little things come to my head to help him
Like rehab will change him
And tahnks God for taking my car away
So I wont go party or drinking anymore
Now..ima try to see wht to do with victor
Hopefully things go well.
With Gods help.
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Posted by sarahrawr19 on 2009-10-02 22:28:47 | Rating: | Views: 7
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