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| cant find my emotions |
I stare blankly at the screen
As I try to find my emotions
Trying to feel
What really needs to be healed?
Tears stuck in my eyes
Trying to come out
So I can finally abide
In life, what is this all about?
My mind is so clear
my body trembles because of fear
I feel so cold and lonely
And still trying to avoid friends and family
Im trying to find
What I fear
But my thoughts seem to hide
I wish they could finally appear
So I can smile for today and tomorrow
Putting away all this sorrow
I feel that they can read
My insides of the brain
One thing I truly believe
They see my inside, which is pain
I feel scared and alone
Wish I could just be away, blown
Like a leaf in a tree
Flying away, finally able to breath
I feel that they will judge me
I feel that they will hate me
I say I don’t care what they believe in
Yes I may be different
But this is who I am
Im running away from God little by little
Or is God running away from me..
I do believe in him
But then again
Something pulls me away
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Posted by sarahrawr19 on 2009-10-02 22:27:56 | Rating: | Views: 8
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