i feel alone and unloved
i feel like i want to do drugs
no one understands me
not even my own family
i have anxiety
i have depression
i am a pill popper
and a drinker
thats one little secret they dont know
i am tryin to tell them what is wrong with me
but they push......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-27 14:55:59 |
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they dont understand
i love God
but my family makes me feel guilty becuase i wont go to church
i skip church once in a while
but it doesnt make me no different from them
maybe i skip it becuase i feel that they will tell me stuff
tryin to make me feel guilty
everytime i go to church
i get scared and......Read More
Posted on: 2009-09-27 15:15:06 |
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but i also love God too
i guess guys do like me
first elizabeths brother wanted to mess around with me.
i picked him up around four
he was a little buzzed
he called since he wanted me to go for him
before tht he was sayin tht im cute and everything
well tht night or morning
we sneaked in his house
and......Read More
ah today was a very good day:)
spending time with mom
was a little anxious to go take math test
but..excited to see my guy freinds
but also nervous since..i was hoping i wouldnt get hurt like
ignored..ya know..how guys usually do
okay so today i slept well
had fun with my......Read More