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fear to show love, no fear to hurt
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you call yourself a cold hearted person. why do you hide your loving side . what scared you away with such a strong fear. i feel weak inside, i admit life is dificult. i admit that my smiles are untrue . i admit that my warm heart just Ruptured. your cold words Pierced deep in......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-09 23:01:30 |
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life
lesson learned
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untold story of love abused
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There once was a girl.
Giving up on love
For her it was a blur
Saying love is not true
She cried every night
Praying for her love
Wishing she could find
Some one that is meant for her
Then came a young soldier boy
To come and rescue her
Saying don’t be......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-09 23:06:18 |
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poetry
soldier
love
lust
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just some thoughts..u may dissagree..or agree
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ignorance,ignorant people
i tell them something and they dont listen
they say they fkn understand
but do they really? NO!!
now i know how my dear friend feels.
he tells me,"dont stress"
but i get angry and depressed
now i realize how fked up people can be
its......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-09 23:39:07 |
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thoughts
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mind blank,forgetting the past
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my mind is blank,
helps me forget the past
i used to worry a lot, but not no more
i used to have a very good MEMORY to remember what happened yesterday or a few months ago.
thats how my exboyfriend and i fought,,since i would remember everything he would say
then i would KNOW when......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-10 21:22:13 |
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blank life serious
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missing my eating disorder? wierd..i know
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i feel the urge to go back to my eating routine
which were pretty bad back then
it helped me feel soo good though
eat purge and starve
i feel fat right now even though everyone says i look fine and healthy and in shape. do they mean as in a CIRCLE!
i hate my buutt..my thighs..my......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-10 22:15:54 |
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missing it..
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again i wake up feeling dizzy
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no i am not pregnant or anyting. yes i do eat well..or i believe i do..i feel dizzy and weak all the time. i think i need vitamins or something.
B caled me yesterday and he wanted me to hang out withhim and drink at night. he was kinda drunk already. i said no cuz i didnt feel like driving......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-11 11:33:18 |
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dizzy
sick
missing
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i dream of darkness*a poem*
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i dream of darkness.
i think of death
im leaving this planet
for the best.
i cant take this anymore
i just want to close my door
leaving everything and ignore
all this shit thats being told
what lays beneath this soft skin
so much hatred , life......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-11 12:10:00 |
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heartless
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what happened the other night..ugh
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more negative feelings building inside me
hatred for a moment
why is that im just so fkn angry
why am i soo fucken nice to people
when they end up walking all over me
i am straight out and can be an asshole
but at the mean time, im nice to everyone
always fkn......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-11 12:17:30 |
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rawr
peace
and love
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the lost boy
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young boy in pain
searching for help
finds no one again
trapped in this room by himself
no one to blame
but his mother, what a shame
she loved seeing him play
her tormenting games
he found it rather freightening
but he had no way out
of this unwelcomed house......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-12 22:04:02 |
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abused
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i chose to love
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life is full of surprises
you either love or hate
i chose to love even though its hard to say, hard to believe at times.
but its one thing that i have in me, that NO ONE can take away.
the only person that i hate is myself. for being polite to the ones that dont......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-02-12 22:31:11 |
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inspirational
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