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:) my day on thursday night:)
well my day yesterday was good:):) ahha even tho the guy that i like* the one that i was hopin i mistakenly heard he has a gf..well he does have one..been goin out for FOUR years heh* but yeah lol we still cool:) my new friends* i now know their names* martin and uhm..well the other ones......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-02 20:51:11 | Rating:

| Views: 10 | Comments: 0 | Tags: martin joseph johnny garibay:)

starving to be perfect
I wake up in the morning feeling weak and tired once again. I go to the restroom to look at myself in the mirror. What do I see? A disappointment that should’ve not been born in this world. I get naked and weigh myself, and it says that I weigh 110.I feel angry for......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-02 22:26:06 | Rating:

| Views: 32 | Comments: 2 | Tags: eating disorder

cant find my emotions
I stare blankly at the screen As I try to find my emotions Trying to feel What really needs to be healed? Tears stuck in my eyes Trying to come out So I can finally abide In life, what is this all about? My mind is so clear my body trembles because of fear I feel so......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-02 22:27:56 | Rating:

| Views: 8 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poetry. my life.

my thought
9-17-09 I feel that im walking away from God That im running away Hiding Like im doin so much wrong I am not perfect I am not good enough for him The music I listen to Is pushing me away little by little This so called guy that I love Im trying to change him But..little......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-02 22:28:47 | Rating:

| Views: 7 | Comments: 0 | Tags: a few days old

por death penalty
I believe in Monsters. And those Monsters are the ones who kill your loved ones, torturing them with a smile for their own satisfaction and raping your own child then murdering them with no mercy. Those serial killers are not human being and they don’t belong here in this......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-02 22:37:34 | Rating:

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aww i love him:) my friend
yesterday was great<3 in the morning i was very nervous. i thought victor was goin to forget to hang out he IMed me and said* well wen are we gnna hang out. i hve to b home by 12 in morn* so okay i picked him up cuz i was already ready<3 we bought a drink before heading over there......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-09 14:45:31 | Rating:

| Views: 9 | Comments: 0 | Tags: victor;)

hmm stupid victor
first he loves me then he doesnt first he misses me then he forgets he tells me he wuld pick me as a gf then he says* I NEVER SAID THAT* today in teh morning i knew he was gonna be iritated he is detoxing himself from drugs bipolar and detoxing from drugs dont go together so i......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-10 19:34:59 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: i dont like him ugh

i love my family,i dont fight battle alone
at first i thought they were judging me yes they did say that i feel guilty for something but in reality i didnt but thats them trying to find out what bothers me i have anxiety i cant control it. or i try so hard to i get freaked out wen theres too much people and i cant hide or......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-11 17:46:30 | Rating:

| Views: 18 | Comments: 1 | Tags: anxiety loved family not alone

life:)
life has been going good. yes victor moved away and we dont talk but i shouldnt care i can move on:) on friday this guy added me on myspace he seemed pretty old but looks young he is 27:) his name is jared he looks very cuuutte he was very nice so i......Read More

Posted on: 2009-10-27 17:57:58 | Rating:

| Views: 1 | Comments: 0 | Tags: day jared

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