you are not alone, just keep writing, read some of my last posts, I am going to send you an e mail
talk to someone, even if its someone you dont know!
you dont have to feel this bad!

I feel that way now. I think I should be put into a mental hospital for some years.

u don't need fuckin' pills or meds.u just need a good dose of positive thinking up ur ass.laugh ur heads off.go do something u like.but don't do drugs.u don't wanna be like me.