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so this guy aiden , i met att summer school he is like texting me and he wants to hang out with me ! I hope that w e can can hang out, and get high together. aha, that would be so much fun.
Justin texts me like non=stop everyday asking me to hangout, and I have been ditching him every single day since novemberr 10th :| like he doesn't fucking get it, hes like so fucking weired.
shane texts me everynight to hang out too ! but I know he only wants sex from me. im a virgin, and im going to stay that way for a long time. Its not that I want to save it for the right person and be all dumb, and if i do anything with him then he will tell like, eveyrone at school. so im going to save him for a nightwhere i really feel like going out, but I have nothing better to do.
the depression keeps coming back, and im scared its going to hit me , and im going to be depressed like the beginning of the year. kay read the posts from the beginnging of the year to know what i mean, i was serously fucked! fucking scared of people, social situations. Im still scared of them , but not as depressed. theres something serously wrong iwth me
I need to get some fucking meds for this shit. like i have such bad anxiety i always throw up before i go to school.
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Posted by sarahh on 2008-12-22 01:36:49 | Rating: | Views: 110
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